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    "Okay." Ilya takes a deep breath, letting it out. He lays down, resting his head on a pillow, and lays the phone on his diaphragm after he puts it on speaker. He hums, thinking. "Do you like chai actually? Or your, uh— friend, he decides for you?"

    There's a long, long silence after that. Ilya swallows, hoping he hadn't asked the wrong thing. He went on a limb, in a way, because that's what Ilya always does. He assumes things, and butts in where he probably shouldn't and gives boys who look like they're emotionally one foot in the grave notes with his number on it. For some reason.

    "No, he doesn’t." Shane says, eventually, and all Ilya's muscles un-tense. "I do really like chai. Caramel chai, mostly, if wherever I go has it."

    "This can be arranged." Ilya says, his hands behind his head. "I am very good barista."

    Shane snorts, then. Ilya makes it his goal to get him to laugh, and he'd say he's making pretty good progress so far.

     

    Or, Shane is in a severely abusive relationship with his boyfriend, Ash. When they visit a nearby café one day, their server, Ilya, realizes something isn’t quite right between them.

    Ilya can’t help but try and do something about it.

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    24 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    “No, Ilya. This is where you eat!”

    “Exactly. This is where I eat.” Ilya grinned and gestured Shane to move faster. “And now I’m going to eat my afternoon snack.”

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    22 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    sometimes grief doesn't let you say goodbye. sometimes it builds a world where you don't have to.

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    shane's dead. but ilya doesn't know that.
    why does everyone keep looking at Ilya like they’re afraid to tell him something?

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    22 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Shane really wanted to get into the Pikes' baby's crib and see what it was like.

    Shane gets his first spanking.

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    22 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 85

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    Sidelined for three weeks with an injury, Shane Hollander is driving himself—and everyone around him—completely insane. He can't play, so he micromanages everything, pacing the apartment and vibrating with an anxious energy that his brain can't turn off.

    Ilya Rozanov has a remarkably efficient solution for a captain who doesn't know how to rest. If Shane won't relinquish control voluntarily, Ilya will strip it from him entirely. Under a strict protocol of sensory deprivation, forced helplessness, and free-use, Shane is forced to learn exactly what it means to be quiet.

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    17 Aug 2026