8 Bookmarks by BlueStarLost
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[18:12] Seriously, wrong number. Don’t send shirtless pictures to strangers.
[18:13] Padfoot, this rejection hurts.
[18:16] What’s a Padfoot?
[18:17] Wait, is this actually not Padfoot?
[18:19] I don’t even know what that is, but no. I’m not a Padfoot.
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Bookmarked by BlueStarLost
11 Nov 2025
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James thought he wanted Lily—that had always made sense. But now that their relationship is over, he isn’t sure what the next step is, or why it feels like there’s an endless pit dragging him down, down, down.
The only thing keeping him afloat these days is, strangely enough, his best friend’s little brother. Well, Sirius will understand. If the only other option is James drowning—he’ll understand. Right?
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- Part 1 of Syncopation Universe
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Bookmarked by BlueStarLost
11 Nov 2025
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Dean is three years sober when Cas comes back into town.
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For a moment, they just stare at each other. Dean, once again, has to swallow the urge to offer to swallow something else. It's very hard to resist the gut-wrenching pull of want that hooks in his chest whenever he looks at Cas. And to think, he used to have him, used to be able to act on that want.
God, he's so fucking stupid.
Well, there's no point in kicking himself three years later for shit he can't change. He'll just sit right here and pretend that his fingers aren't twitching with the urge to reach out and touch. He can't do that anymore, and it's his own damn fault.
"Three years ago," Cas prompts.
Dean huffs a weak laugh. "Yeah. Eventful."
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Bookmarked by BlueStarLost
11 Nov 2025
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So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.
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"Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"
"I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."
"So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"
Castiel hums. "We're good."
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Bookmarked by BlueStarLost
30 Oct 2025
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“I don’t know what I believe anymore,” Regulus admits, voice barely audible. “I used to, and it was so much easier. There was one right path, one set of rules. Given to me by my mother, my church, my God. They all told me what to do, how to act, what to want.” He exhales, shaky. “Then my brother left and everything got muddled and… lonely.”
“That’s just life, love,” James says gently. “It gets quite muddled and lonely at times.”
“And how do I fix it?”
James chuckles. “If you find out, do let me know, yeah?”
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Regulus Black wants to have a normal university experience, which seems impossible as the son of controversial far-right politician Walburga Black, and only gets more complicated when James Potter enters his life.
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Bookmarked by BlueStarLost
24 Jul 2025
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a home where heart and soul may rest by w1tch3 for quati_quati, la_fleur_odette
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
18 Jul 2024
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“I’ve never had a problem sharing my friends!” James argues.
Remus’s lips twitch, but he maintains his neutral expression. “Is that what Regulus is to you? A friend?”
“Of course, he’s my friend! I adore him, you know that.”
“We do,” Remus agrees patiently. He has his teacher’s voice on, and James fears he’s being led into some Socratic thought experiment. “It’s just… Don’t you think you might adore him a little too much?”
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James and Regulus are the perfect roommates, but everything changes when Regulus brings a guy home. Truths are unveiled and feelings are confronted.
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- Part 1 of starchaser roommates au
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Bookmarked by BlueStarLost
05 Jul 2025
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James Potter has it all. At twenty-nine, he's poised to take his place at the head of his father's business, he has great friends, a good family, more money than he knows what to do with, but it all seems hollow.
James has been in love with Lily Evans for as long as he can remember. In spite of the dire warnings his friends and family have given him about her alliances, he's tried everything to win her over, all to no avail.
Suddenly, the perfect opportunity arises: sneaking into an infamous House of Black party, with their fallen eldest son, Sirius, in tow. He would win Lily over and spit in the face of Sirius' worthless family all in one go.
James doesn't expect to meet Regulus Black, future Lord of the House of Black, at that very party. And he certainly doesn't expect to fall in love with him.
A pair of star cross'd lovers take their life.
Bookmarked by BlueStarLost
19 Apr 2025
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People make mistakes, but they also make choices. It’s important to James, that difference. He does his best not to confuse the two.
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- Part 1 of Choices