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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    "There are days where he wants to stop. Where he wants to lay in bed all day, sleep and maybe, at sometime during that, figure out why he feels fundamentally off. Why can’t he enjoy life? He participates in it - forces himself to because that’s what’s expected of him, but truly? Making it through to the end of the week always seems like an impossible mission."

    "But he does it anyway."

    "Life goes on, after all".

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    05 Jan 2025

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    Alhaitham has been cursed. The curse can only be broken by a kiss from someone who truly loves him. According to Alhaitham, such a person does not exist, so he prepares for the inevitable and keeps quiet about the cure.

    Kaveh can do nothing but watch as Alhaitham’s condition deteriorates. He helps to take care of him as things progress, but he still feels useless. If only there were something he could do…

    “You’re so warm,” Kaveh utters. He brings his hand up to touch his cheek.

    “Mm,” Alhaitham hums, leaning into the touch.

    Kaveh keeps his hand where it is and gives him a sad smile. “You only get like this when you’re sick or drunk.”

    “Pathetic?”

    Kaveh shakes his head. “Affectionate. It’s… kind of nice, to be honest.” He laughs. “To tell you the truth, I used to try to get you drunk just to see you like this.”

    If his cheeks weren’t already burning, he might blush. “Really.”

    “Your attitude is easier to handle when you’re all clingy,” Kaveh admits.

    "Well, I guess you get to see it one last time,” Alhaitham says.

    Kaveh’s expression sobers. “…I guess so.”

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    05 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    Alhaitham has some awful nightmares involving his partners. Really, really awful, and when he wakes up, he still feels the blood on his hands.

    Unfortunately, due to his own issues with touch as of late, all his partners are in the other room.

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    04 Jan 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    "He'll never hurt you again," Cyno whispers fiercely. "I'll never let anybody hurt you like that again."

    The corners of Alhaitham's lips lift at that. "You and I both. I haven't been that scared child for a long time, Cyno."

    "I know." Cyno cups a protective hand around Alhaitham's cheek, leaning in to gently press a kiss to the scars around his ears. "But, you still…"

    You were still hurt. Still suffered at his hand. Still face the consequences, even now.

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    04 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    you’re my best friend / now i’ve no one to tell / how i lost my best friend

    or: Clorinde disappears from the public eye after nearly losing a duel. Navia is determined to find out why.

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    28 Dec 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 80

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    r/AmITheAsshole
    u/numberonedndFanatic0920 • 1 yr. ago

    AITA for thinking I might be homophobic towards my lesbian roommate?

    or

    Clorinde, worried she had somehow developed homophobia towards Navia after seeing her with other girls, turns to Reddit.

    (or, alternatively: how clorivia took the internet by storm and started a pr-manager's worst nightmare with a sapphic situationship conspiracy theory).

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    28 Dec 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 93

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    Ever since she was a child, Clorinde believed that apologies were not for the sake of the one giving it, but the sake of the one receiving it. One should not apologize solely for the sake of being forgiven. Instead, one should apologize as an acknowledgment of one's own mistakes, of the hurt they have caused, and a promise to do better, to change, to strive to never do it again.

    That is why she refuses to apologize for taking Callas' life. She could not change the fact that she had killed him, an innocent man, nor could she change the fact that she might someday strike down another desperate fool who, despite their own innocence, stepped into the Duelists' Ring to be judged by the sword.

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    28 Dec 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    Haitham flirts and then passes out.

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    27 Dec 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 91

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    Alhaitham struggles with self harm throughout his adult life

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    27 Dec 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 43

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    "All she did, she did it for Navia. Not for Callas’s final wish. But just for Navia. Her heart died half of it the day Navia announced her final blow to Callas was the biggest betrayal to their relationship. It died little by little every time Navia miserably found out what she did in the shadows. It died some more when Navia turned around and glared despicably at Clorinde’s hiding spots behind her back.

    It died completely today when Navia screamed at her face, wishing the Caspars never took her in all those years ago."

    The Champion Duelist got scolded by her crush's father, at the most unusual place as it could be.

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    25 Dec 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 55

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    After Clorinde's friendship with Navia is destroyed in the aftermath of her duel against Callas, the Duelist develops a strange sickness. Once she discovers its nature, how can she possibly confess the truth to Navia after everything that has happened between them?

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    24 Dec 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 22

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    “What colours do you like?”

    “Green, Black, Silver, Red.”

    “Red? That’s odd.” Alhaitham agrees, it is odd that he likes red. “Is it because it goes well with green? They’re complementary cololurs after all.”

    Maybe. Red reminds him of a lot of things; it’s a passionate colour that blazes to a final destination. It’s a colour that reminds him of perseverance and ambition. It’s a colour that burns the holder, and often engulfs him in flames of his own ideals.

    “I suppose.” Red goes well with blond.

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    24 Dec 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 15

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    Al-Haitham has been putting off his regression for too long. He may not be Acting Grand Sage anymore, but he still hasn’t recovered from the entire ordeal. Kaveh helps.

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    24 Dec 2024

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    When Alhaitham coughs up the first petal the week after his disastrous fallout with Kaveh, he knows right away his life will be cut short.

    However, he isn't exactly the type to go down without a fight. There's still several things he wants to do with his last few years- whether that be taking down the government, or getting through his extensive reading list.

    The question is, can Alhaitham figure out his place in this world before the flowers send him to an early grave?

    -Hanahaki AU-

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    23 Dec 2024

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    He took a step into the room, and carefully watched Alhaitham’s reaction. The man simply lowered his head. He seemed so… passive for once. What the fuck? What started as confusion and uncertainty quickly spiraled into a deep set worry. Kaveh went forward, and lowered himself to kneel on the floorboard in front of Alhaitham’s feet, resting his hands on Alhaitham’s knees.

    “Hey,” His voice was softer than a feather. “Are you okay?”

    Alhaitham stared at him. The tears only seemed to continue flowing. He was crying, he was crying right? Then why…?

    “Why do you cry so… quietly?”

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    20 Dec 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 94

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    Despite feeling the beginnings of a cold cling to him at work, Alhaitham wasn’t going to be the cause of a canceled game night with his friends. He figured that hiding it would be easy enough.

    (Or, Alhaitham thought that he could hide feeling unwell from his boyfriend and best friends. He was very, very wrong about that.)

    (Whumptober 2023 Day 1 Prompts: Swooning / ”How many fingers am I holding up?")

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    16 Dec 2024

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    The first night after the Akasha system was decommissioned, Alhaitham slept as dreamlessly as he had every night since the day he had received his first terminal.

    The second night was less restful, though Alhaitham could not explain why.

    Three nights in, Alhaitham has his first nightmare.

    - - -

    Sometimes, the smallest things offer the greatest comfort.

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    16 Dec 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 41

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    It starts with household chores, and ends with Kaveh finding somewhere to belong.

    Or, the process of turning a house into a home.

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    13 Dec 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 29

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    Even during their fight, Alhaitham had controlled himself. Sure, he yelled and Kaveh yelled back and it was a horrible mess of hurt feelings and sharp words—but Kaveh knew that Alhaitham meant every word he said, and he meant to say every word. Kaveh had, too.

    And when they’d started living together, Kaveh knew that all of Alhaitham’s barbs and quips were to bait him into arguing because Alhaitham found it amusing, every jab and word tailored carefully with great thought to exact Kaveh’s maximum anger.

    The point stands—Kaveh doesn’t think he’s ever seen Alhaitham so…rattled.

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    12 Dec 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 71

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    Kaveh held his breath and approached the thing quietly. His right hand was behind his back, palm open, ready to summon Mehrak. His other hand carefully took the end of the blanket, and then, with one swift motion, he snatched it with all his might, making the blanket fly a few meters from the bed, and the ‘creature’ gasped.
    Wait, no it wasn’t a fung–
    By the archons.
    A small child - no older than five - jolted on the bed, utterly shocked from Kaveh’s action.
    His gray hair was a mess, partly due to Kaveh’s fault from roughly yanking the blanket that was covering his head, even the little sprout on top of his head was still bouncing from the impact. His wide, emerald eyes were full of tears. His round cheeks and nose were red from crying.
    Kaveh blinked.
    This little boy was easily the cutest kid he’d ever seen. Moreover, his appearance reminded him a lot of…
    “Haitham?”

    Or, Alhaitham turned into a five year-old child right on Kaveh's birthday.

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    12 Dec 2024

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