CalmButNot
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A ghost shouldn’t bleed. A ghost shouldn’t fight. But those eyes, his eyes, had stared back at him like the dead had decided to walk.
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25 Jul 2025
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But sometimes, the nightmares still crawl inside to drag him back into darkness. Show him the most twisted and wretched places of his soul. The things he can never atone for.
How ironic that it catches up with him now of all times, ready to damage what is left of his battered connection with Ivan. Even after all this time, Till can’t help but to hurt him without even meaning to…
Unintentionally, his fingers are drawn back to his neck and he flinches briefly when they brush over the fresh bruises. The twisted smile on his lips deepens. He needs to set this right.
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Or: Ivan visits Till in his nightmares and brings him to have a conversation with the real Ivan
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- Part 2 of Love H̶u̶r̶t̶s̶ Heals
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25 Jul 2025
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Ivan doesn't know how to keep watching Till when Till is looking back.
Or.
Things go a bit differently and Ivan has to deal with the reality of surviving his plans to push Till to live longer. Since they were kids, he'd always watched Till, cared for him, and done his best to be there from a distance. But what does he do when those eyes are staring back, when he is within reach, free, alive, and willingly at his side?
Ivan doesn't know. He wants to run as much as he wants to spend every second near him.
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24 Jul 2025
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Oh.
Oh, shit.
“Ah, fuck,” he puts his head in his hands. He’s so fucked. “Mizi, I think I care about him, maybe just a little.”
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Till feels like Ivan is slipping past his fingers. Or, maybe, he's just a little in love and can't say it.
Bookmarked by CalmButNot
01 Dec 2024
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See the Light from Afar by AdoreAventurine (AdoreLove1)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Feb 2024
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The events leading up to the Cocolia boss fight, and a universe in which Sampo doesn’t desert the group as soon as they reach the surface and he, Gepard, and Serval join the battle against Cocolia.
Gepard takes a heavy hit meant for Sampo and Serval and Trailblazer gets impaled as per the usual, but they still win.
Featuring Sampo and Serval going batshit feral on Cocolia after Gepard gets taken down and protective Dan Heng for Caelus! (Because that was such a lackluster reaction in-game to the Trailblazer being impaled)
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29 Jul 2024