16 Works by Catchaboop

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    Summary

    Holding on
    To nothing
    While I
    Hold
    You

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,353
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Kudos:
    2
    Hits:
    112
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    Summary

    Silence.

     

    Tubbo finally looked up. His eyes were glassy but dry — like he’d cried too much to bother with it anymore. “You used to hold my hand when I had panic attacks. Do you remember that?”

     

    Techno nodded.

     

    “I was fourteen. You’d sit with me in the closet until I could breathe again. I thought... I thought that was love.”

     

    “It was.”

     

    “Then why does it feel like a cage?” 

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,028
    Chapters:
    26/26
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    253
  3. Tags
    Summary

    But my heart just keeps beating for you.

     

    (Or: Tubbo is alive. Technoblade is not. Yet they're together, anyhow, somehow. Impossibly. And they stay, close– enough to grasp, to feel and to linger, for a moment. But never enough to lay themselves beneath, however. Bury so deep with each other. Tubbo will die, one day. What is Technoblade supposed to do with that? What is he supposed to do?)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    385
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    23
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    236
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    Summary

    It feels like a symbol.

    A breath.

    "What a mockery, we are."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    508
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    252
  5. Tags
    Summary

    Wilbur is unbearably lonely.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,474
    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    195
  6. Tags
    Summary

    You say you can't. I think you can.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    769
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    23
    Hits:
    411
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    Summary

    There's a moment where no sound is able to reach you, a moment where nothing but the hush of his inhales, exhales, brushes your eardrums.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    300
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    300
  8. Tags
    Summary

    Love me, won't you?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    260
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    68
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,085
  9. Tags
    Summary

    I remember all the things you do, and I just think I can't be with you.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    723
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    254
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    Summary

    When Tommy had met him, it was cold.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    487
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    378
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    Summary

    It's wrong. That's the first thing he notices– it's all wrong. He looks at himself, long and hard, eyes pulsing from the intensity, and takes a step closer.

     (Tubbo died. He just didn't stay dead like he should've.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,529
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    33
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    533
  12. Tags
    Summary

    Wilbur allowed Tubbos head to sink against his lap like a leaf descending from a frostbitten branch, streaming his blistered fingers along smooth, honey locks as his sharp nails grazed the boys scalp.

    Nearly crawling under skin, a smile tempted his lips.

    Tears, as fresh as precious flames, glistened down his cheeks in rolling rivulets.

    Wilbur's chest was close to constricting, but it still wasn't quite. Not enough to resemble concern, and not enough to resemble satisfaction.

    He didn't really know what to do with himself except feel the weight of another being float apart in his hold, the sensation of fists dragging at his coat too gentle. Soaking through him in a vain attempt to empathize.

    Tubbo was warm, and Wilbur was cold.

    He wondered if it was a little like control.

     

    (Please read most recent chapter. Thank you.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,081
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    434
    Bookmarks:
    46
    Hits:
    12,068
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    Summary

    Wilbur unfurled his fingers and Tubbo shouldn't have been as breathless as he was. They were both so spiteful.

    (Tubbo could say it didn't mean anything, and knew it was easy to believe when Wilbur smiled, all teeth and crinkled skin. Like he knew it too and smiled because of it. Even if it was painful. Even if he had to force it. And even if Tubbo couldn't smile back the same way.)

    So very spiteful.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,564
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Kudos:
    17
    Hits:
    290
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    Summary

    Tubbo doesn't say anything. Let's the silence come back and drags his eyelids to a close as white noise cements, let's the hollow darkness pull him beneath it's assuring hold and leans his body weight further behind himself.

    His brothers touch follows. Sliding around him with a force not unlike gravity shifting. Growing dense. In a haze. So close and warm and heavy. Condensing.

    Dream never minds when blood gets on his clothes.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,229
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    31
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    632
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    Summary

    The night came and he was drifting in the darkness it brought. A promise of tomorrow blinking in the blotchy dots that shone. Stars. Tubbo imagined they were stars. And the stars shook. Or maybe that was him?

    His throat was sticky. Because it wouldn't open. 

    The moon was hiding.

    And someone was approaching.

     

    (Or, Tubbo meets an out-of-place fellow.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    844
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    239
  16. Tags
    Summary

    Mono has abandonment issues and it's Six's problem now.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,640
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    97
    Kudos:
    201
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    5,937

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