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    the what-if story where despite everything, kaeya ends up dead by diluc's blade in their ensuing fight after he tells him the truth.

    the tsaritsa looks at him, pityingly. "he was one of mine, you know. he loved you so much and he was so beautifully heartbroken that i couldn't bear to leave him alone. and you killed him."

    but even love can wither in the face of hate - heart flowers that were so carelessly, thoughtlessly plucked out and discarded, leaving nothing but wilted stems behind. a ghost of what they used to be.

    a tragedy told in three chapters, through a journey of regret, reflection and reconciliation. main dish of angsty diluc and sad ghost kaeya as they eventually find their way back to each other, with a side of ghost-whisperer ice bro chongyun and protective rock overlord zhongli in later chapters.

    chapter 1: fake love
    chapter 2: the truth untold

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    20 Mar 2021

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    Silently their bartender mixes a fourth order, face impassive as he processes the new information he's heard. There's a feeling sitting at the back of his throat that tastes suspiciously like concern; of worry and what ifs and that idiot is going to get himself killed being so reckless-

    He swallows the feeling like a bitter pill, forcing it down with practice before continuing his duties.

    Sir Kaeya's state of safety is of no concern or consequence to him.

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    19 Mar 2021

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    "I'm glad," Kaeya continues, "that you didn't throw it out along with the trash."

    There's something terribly lonely in his gaze, something so frail and far away, and Diluc knows they are no longer talking about the vase. "What makes you think I'd throw it out, in the first place?"

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    17 Mar 2021

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    17 Feb 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    More recently, he’s also come to discover that Feng Xin won’t let him go when Mu Qing needs that anchor most.

    He knows how to approach this, in theory. Feelings of regret coil inside his gut, the lingering flicker of a thought coming to rest at the forefront. Something Feng Xin deserves, but Mu Qing’s lips will never give.

     

    I owe you an apology.

     

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    or, the one where there the audience finds out the life of our favorite spirit detective and the secrets he hides.

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    05 Feb 2021

  6. Public Bookmark 54

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    If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat. If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle.

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    05 Feb 2021

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    “I need to treat your burns,” Feng Xin’s voice sounds oddly clear amongst the jumbled mess that seems to crowd Mu Qing’s mind right now.

    He blinks again. “No.”

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    05 Feb 2021

  8. Public Bookmark 28

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    The forest is eerily quiet. The soft hoots and rustled feathers of barn owls are dampened by the viscous fog, as it seeps into the cool grass and whispers at their feet.

    “Fog? Really?” Mu Qing deadpans, as they wade deeper into the woods. “How original.”

    “COME OUT, YOU FUCKER!” Feng Xin hollers, bow in hand.

    “You really think they’ll respond?” Mu Qing rolls his eyes. “Only an idiot would—"

    »Who dares to trespass on our land?«

    “Would you look at that,” Mu Qing snarks, “this ghost dude’s an idiot, too.”

    Or; Feng Xin and Mu Qing are assigned on a mission: to track down the rumoured “Ghost Killer”.

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    29 Jan 2021

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    27 Jan 2021

  10. Public Bookmark 55

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    The kingdom of Xian Le has been under siege for months and the situation shows no hint of changing. Despite all urging to the contrary, Mu Qing commands a reconnaissance mission into the enemy camp. And although he returns, things are never the same after.

    (Only, neither Feng Xin nor Mu Qing realize it at first.)

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    18 Jan 2021

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    He wanted to scream but couldn’t. If he did, the one person Mu Qing wanted to know would actually know. There were less painful and pathetic ways to take one’s own life.
    Feng Xin was straightforward and earnest to the bone. If he started to speak, he would not hold anything back.
    And so he stayed silent for eight hundred years.

    When Mu Qing is accused of hurting Jian Lan, his illicit affairs come to light. Feng Xin pays him an unwanted visit to clear the air.
    Eight hundred years of unwanted yet fervent mutual pining find release.

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    16 Jan 2021

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    Meeting Feng Xin had been less world-altering - or rather, to be more accurate, it had just been so utterly normal that at first, he hadn’t even realised his world might have changed.

    (Or; Mu Qing longs.)

    “Do you think what they say about soulmates is true?”

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    10 Jan 2021

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    Some color returns to the back of Feng Xin’s neck and he sucks his teeth in reproach, “Mu Qing, will you drop it? I’ve told you already it’s not your problem.”

    “Don’t make that decision for me!” Mu Qing’s voice gets louder, “What’s with all the secrecy? What, are you dying?”

    Feng Xin’s lips tighten into a thin line as his eyes drift down to the floor.

    Or, Feng Xin's dying and Mu Qing wants to save him.

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    05 Jan 2021

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    Some color returns to the back of Feng Xin’s neck and he sucks his teeth in reproach, “Mu Qing, will you drop it? I’ve told you already it’s not your problem.”

    “Don’t make that decision for me!” Mu Qing’s voice gets louder, “What’s with all the secrecy? What, are you dying?”

    Feng Xin’s lips tighten into a thin line as his eyes drift down to the floor.

    Or, Feng Xin's dying and Mu Qing wants to save him.

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    05 Jan 2021

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    “Mu Qing is quite beautiful, isn’t he?”

    Feng Xin jumps at the voice that’s clearly directed to him. He physically balks, he might’ve even scowled at hearing that. Beautiful? No. That—that word isn’t one you throw around to describe a person he has seen as a traitor for more than eight hundred years.

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    04 Jan 2021

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    Two peas in a damned, blackened pod.

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    03 Jan 2021

  17. Public Bookmark 47

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    "Fine! It's not like you're ever going to trust me, so if you're so convinced I'm guilty, then prove it."

    Tension is on a rise in the South. Worshippers of Nan Yang Zhen Jun and General Xuan Zhen are at each other's throats again. The hostility is escalating at a frenzied tempo and it doesn't just stop at desecrating each other's temples. They steal from each other, destroy property and cause havoc on an unprecedented scale. It's Mu Qing and Feng Xin's duty to figure out why these violent outbursts are happening and to put a stop to them.

    After 800 years of being rivals - who are unable to have a conversation without it ending in shouted insults and broken bones - will this cooperation succeed in bringing them closer together or will it finally ruin them for good?

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    02 Jan 2021

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    “Are you-” Feng Xin’s fingers twitched against Mu Qing’s side. He stumbled over his words, but something must have struck him. “Did you just want a fucking hug this whole time?”

    Trapped in a small space together, stuck until help reaches them, Mu Qing is forced to confront the complicated feelings he has toward Feng Xin.

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    30 Dec 2020

  19. Public Bookmark 64

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    Eight hundred years ago, Feng Xin gave life to a child, but it's only eight hundred years later that he’s able to become a father.

    Or, alternatively, Feng Xin’s journey through fatherhood.

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    30 Dec 2020

  20. Public Bookmark 42

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    They had been at each other’s throat for who knew when—centuries old quarrels and never ending rivalry, that was what they were. Two messy flames, never stopping the sparks, never dimming the heat.

     

     

    “Time, mystical time, cutting me open then healing me fine. Were there clues I didn't see?” —invisible string.

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    30 Dec 2020

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