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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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19 Jan 2026
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Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording.
“Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.”
Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating.
His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next.
I have to see him.
Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now.
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OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...
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16 Jan 2026
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In the aftermath of Shane's acute heat and his unplanned confession, Shane and Ilya navigate changing the public perception of their relationship.
Scott, meanwhile, is growing tired of keeping his own relationship a secret.
Sequel to Bitter Pine.
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- Part 2 of Bitter Pine and Burnt Sugar
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15 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has spent seventeen years with a soulmark that sounds like a lecture waiting to happen. His soulmate's someone who's going to tell him what to do before they even know his name.
He's already decided he doesn't want them.
Then he meets Shane Hollander outside a hockey rink in Saskatchewan, and it's even worse than he imagined.
(Companion piece to "What?" - Ilya's POV)
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- Part 2 of my heated rivalry fics
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14 Jan 2026
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The band tightened and Ilya coughed hard, rewarded with an immediate flood of relief. He opened his eyes, leaning back, sucking in his first smooth breath all day, only to have the anxiety wash over him again, like a wave dragging him underwater.
At the bottom of the white porcelain tub sat a small clump of blood-red flower petals.
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14 Jan 2026