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    "There . . ." Stiles swallowed and looked down at the bottle in his grasp as he slowly swirled the amber liquid inside. "There's really nothing left. For me. Everyone is . . . gone, and it feels like I haven't thought of tomorrow in years." His words rang in the air like a gunshot, he took another heavy drink. "I would trade every last breath I take to just have another shot—not even a guarantee, just a chance to make things right and bring back even one of them."
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    The pack was gone. He had nothing left. He had no one. With nothing to lose, Stiles puts everything on the line to go back in time to try to prevent the future from becoming his past. Broken, guarded, and haunted by his past, only one overgrown-pup of a wolf seems able to get past his defenses. Changing the future? Easy. Finding a place for himself in the Hale Pack? Impossible.

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    For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.

    And then the bubble pops.

    With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.

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    After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.

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    Shane Hollander is an incredibly competitive person. 

    Everybody knows this.

    So it comes as no surprise that he views Valentine’s Day as a competition. And he has historically always lost this particular competition. Badly.

    It started years ago, at the Olympics in Sochi although he didn’t even know it at the time. Hadn’t figured out it was Ilya until much, much later. But every year since Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov got over their bullshit and finally, officially got together, Ilya had beaten him at Valentine’s Day.

    That was, until this year. Because this year Shane was going to kick his ass. Metaphorically. With love.

     

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    In 2014 Shane and Ilya are both at the Olympics for Valentine's Day, hurting and alone. 12 years later finds them back at the Olympics for Valentine's Day. This time, things are different.

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    Ilya celebrates a win against the Metros with his team, but his mind is already at Shane's apartment for his prize. He can't ignore his fans though, even though he can sense something is off.

    He wishes he had gone straight to Shane's apartment instead.

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