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    The Ryden milk fic by

    Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, A Fever You Can't Sweat Out - Panic! at the Disco (Album), The Young Veins  

    02 Jul 2026

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    The original Ryden milk fic! ;)

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    Blowfly Girl by Anonymous

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    17 Jul 2025

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    "So where does that leave me now? I continue to struggle against my talent for failure. Pretending to be a normal woman while living in fear of backsliding and doing something really bad to myself. I picture myself, in metaphor, walking and falling into an open manhole, hanging onto the edge with my fingertips, and struggling to pull myself out. I keep falling in, over and over, and for a long time I’ve been able to get out each time. But I just don’t have the energy to struggle anymore. I want to let myself fall into the sewer now, and let myself sink into everything that is dark, dangerous, filthy, and perverse."
    - blowfly_girl, AUGUST 22, 2009

     

     

    The original blowfly_girl stories, reposted for preservation purposes.

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