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Into the blue memory / I keep on watching us sleep by Deadseasontm for Mystrana
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
31 Jan 2022
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“Are you going to stand there all day, or are you going to start stealing all my valuables? Hmm?” Andrew questioned him mockingly. There was nothing like luring Neil in by antagonizing him, Neil loved that shit.
He was tracking Neil’s movements by his footsteps as he ventured further into Andrew’s apartment. The sound of opening drawers and rustling made Andrew smirk faintly. Of course, Neil would be petulant and cheeky enough to actually steal his shit while he was still standing right there. andrew went to sit on the couch and Neil eyed him skeptically the whole way, but he hadn’t left yet.
“Where does a homeless thief get the money for colored contact lenses?” Andrew asked to satisfy his curiosity.
“Who said I was homeless?” Neil shot back after his brief panicked pause.
“Your clothes do. I refuse to believe anyone would dress like that voluntarily,”
“You don’t know me,” he stated defensively. Andrew didn’t react, but the irony of Neil’s statement didn’t escape him. It was possible Andrew knew him better than he knew himself.
“You could let me,”
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Or Andrew makes a deal with a witch in a desperate attempt to save the love of his life and it goes horribly wrong.
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Gather 'Round the Campfire by Writer_and_Thrasher
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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As is true of most of the best things in life, it was completely and totally Jackie’s idea.
“Come on, are you serious? You’ve never played ‘Never Have I Ever’?”
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Or, Shane, Ilya, Hayden, and Jackie play Never Have I Ever while on vacation. Everyone learns something about one another, and Shane learns that being open with the people he loves isn't so scary.Bookmarked by Deadseasontm
22 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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19 Apr 2026
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kiss me like a final meal by blueberrryink
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Everybody else on earth was born with a manual on How to Be. A sort of silver spoon already tucked into their mouth.
Shane wishes he had gotten one.
After an exhausting day of masking and overstimulation, Shane has a panic attack. He loses the ability to speak. Thankfully, Ilya is there to help him through.
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15 Apr 2026
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Today: 5th October 201617: 10
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bleach for eyeballs(people ship ilya & scott hunter. ilya has a breakdown about it)
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13 Apr 2026
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he turns off the big light by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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12 Apr 2026