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    “God.” A painful and suppressed groan leaves Buck's mouth as he drops his head in his folded arms on the table and hides his face from the lights.

    “You okay?” Eddie places his hand on the nape of Buck’s neck and scratches his skin lightly with his fingertips.

    “What’s going on?” Bobby turns around and arches his brow.

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    In the night of their 24 hour shift, Buck has a migraine. The 118 looks after him.

    bad things happen bingo: headache/migraine

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    Just when Buck thinks he has his feet on steady ground, he starts getting worsening migraines and a host of other concerning symptoms. This time, he’s not afraid to go to his family for help. Getting answers is a different story.

    Having documentation of his addiction provides hurdles Buck has never encountered before, and limits treatment options. Buck finds out the hard way that recovery isn’t linear.

    Eddie meets him every step of the way, even when unpacking the past few months gets ugly and painful. He wants whatever’s on the other side, no matter how much it scares him.

    Or, Buck deals with a mysterious illness that begs him to relapse, and Eddie isn’t making the same mistake a second time.

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    Eddie prides himself on being calm under pressure, always being able to figure things out. He's never calm enough when it's Buck that's hurt though.
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    “Hey,” Braden said with a snap of his fingers in Bobby’s face. “Don’t worry about him. He’s fine. So long as you behave.”

    But that was the thing about being exposed to strangers. They saw but they didn’t know. Bobby was worried about Buck but he was always worried about Buck. Every call, every bad day, every good day. Buck was on the forefront of his mind right next to the kids and Athena.

    He should’ve sent Buck home that morning.

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    By mid-July, Buck was eleven and watched a kid crack his head open on the concrete. His parents rushed in, pressed a towel to the blood and kisses to his forehead, scooped him up and rushed him off.

    That night Buck climbed high into the tree, higher than he ever had before, and he let go.

    For a moment it felt like he was flying.

    or, in the wake of the lawsuit, Buck writes suicide letters and Eddie opens the door before he can leave them

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