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Butterflies in my Stomach, Chaos in my Mind by DawnDuchess
Fandoms: 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (TV)
24 Jul 2024
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Hands back on the sink to hold himself upright through this emotional turmoil, Chishiya snaps his head up, forcing himself to endure his reflection in the mirror. You feel nothing for him, he tells his miserable self like a mantra between clenched teeth. Nothing, absolute nothing. It’s just a trick of your mind, a mere misinterpretation of some signals sent to your brain, something that will disappear once—
Once Niragi has disappeared from this world?
The thought, so sudden and intrusive, clenches his heart so painfully tight that Chishiya can’t breathe for a moment, a deep and sickening feeling of fright settling in the pit of his stomach. Tightening his grip around the sink with a trembling inhale of air, realization crashes down on him. There’s an error in this stupid equation. There’s an error in my own mind.
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Alternative Ending to 'Flowers in my Lungs, Pistol in my Mouth', told from Chishiya's POV.
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- Part 2 of Hanahaki Disease Universe
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19 May 2026
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Flowers in my Lungs, Pistol in my Mouth by DawnDuchess
Fandoms: 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (TV)
18 Oct 2023
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Another cough from Niragi, this time louder and more prominent, and now Chishiya is at the end of his rather fickle patience tonight. Caving in he throws the other an irritated sideglance, ready to tell him that he can stop with his unnerving try at mocking him. He stops dead in his tracks when he sees Niragi coughing for real, heavy and with shaking shoulders, and spitting something into the sink. Something that looks suspiciously like a series of white petals.
He … he’s coughing up flower petals.
Something tickles in the back of his own throat and Chishiya suppresses a nasty cough in order to utter out: "You have Hanahaki Disease."*
Chishiya, Niragi and Hanahaki Disease. That's all I'm saying.
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- Part 1 of Hanahaki Disease Universe
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19 May 2026
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Iwaizumi and Oikawa are walking home from the Karasuno vs Shiratowizawa match and Oikawa get's pretty low. Iwa tries to cheer him while reflecting on their changing relationship. Also he is thirsty af for Oikawa in glasses. This is basically just a bunch of cuddly fluff with a teaspoon of angst.
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18 May 2026
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5 ways Miya Atsumu loves Sakusa Kiyoomi + 1 way Sakusa Kiyoomi loves Miya Atsumu by honeyserpents
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
05 Dec 2020
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Miya Atsumu is bratty, arrogant, loud, everything Kiyoomi never thought he would fall for. But no one else knows how he is when they’re alone, and they will never experience the reasons why Kiyoomi unknowingly fell so hard. For that, he is grateful.
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01 May 2026
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Atsumu always knew that he was a star, but he never came to realize how bright he truly shined in the eyes of Sakusa Kiyoomi until he was already gone.
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22 Apr 2026