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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Hands back on the sink to hold himself upright through this emotional turmoil, Chishiya snaps his head up, forcing himself to endure his reflection in the mirror. You feel nothing for him, he tells his miserable self like a mantra between clenched teeth. Nothing, absolute nothing. It’s just a trick of your mind, a mere misinterpretation of some signals sent to your brain, something that will disappear once—

    Once Niragi has disappeared from this world?

    The thought, so sudden and intrusive, clenches his heart so painfully tight that Chishiya can’t breathe for a moment, a deep and sickening feeling of fright settling in the pit of his stomach. Tightening his grip around the sink with a trembling inhale of air, realization crashes down on him. There’s an error in this stupid equation. There’s an error in my own mind.

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    Alternative Ending to 'Flowers in my Lungs, Pistol in my Mouth', told from Chishiya's POV.

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    19 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    Another cough from Niragi, this time louder and more prominent, and now Chishiya is at the end of his rather fickle patience tonight. Caving in he throws the other an irritated sideglance, ready to tell him that he can stop with his unnerving try at mocking him. He stops dead in his tracks when he sees Niragi coughing for real, heavy and with shaking shoulders, and spitting something into the sink. Something that looks suspiciously like a series of white petals.

    He … he’s coughing up flower petals.

    Something tickles in the back of his own throat and Chishiya suppresses a nasty cough in order to utter out: "You have Hanahaki Disease."

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    Chishiya, Niragi and Hanahaki Disease. That's all I'm saying.

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    19 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    Iwaizumi and Oikawa are walking home from the Karasuno vs Shiratowizawa match and Oikawa get's pretty low. Iwa tries to cheer him while reflecting on their changing relationship. Also he is thirsty af for Oikawa in glasses. This is basically just a bunch of cuddly fluff with a teaspoon of angst.

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    18 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Miya Atsumu is bratty, arrogant, loud, everything Kiyoomi never thought he would fall for. But no one else knows how he is when they’re alone, and they will never experience the reasons why Kiyoomi unknowingly fell so hard. For that, he is grateful.

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    01 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Atsumu always knew that he was a star, but he never came to realize how bright he truly shined in the eyes of Sakusa Kiyoomi until he was already gone.

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    22 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 1

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    this was lowkenuinely supposed to come out on christmas but i got sick ans then procrastinated so uh yeah

    Also I wrote this on my school computer im blaming you all if i get in trouble

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    17 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 1

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    Chishiya (unlike Niragi) actually acknowledges when he needs to refuel. He decently takes care of himself, concerning his eating habits. Niragi gets ingredients with him and watches him cook (but he’s jus useless 😂😂)

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    A short story I needed to write for a health assignment about Chishiya going to the store with Niragi and cooking, and they cuddle after.

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    17 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Gen always made the first move. Kissing, hugging, holding hands, he was the one initating it. He didn't mind, really. Senku wasn't keen on showing affection, whether it was through words or actions.

    Gen knew he loved him, and that was all that mattered. He loved Senku too, and he knew what he was getting into when starting this relationship.

    But when Senku does initiate any kind of contact or intimate touching, Gen's brain just fully stop.

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    12 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 4

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    Felix was way too high. Way too horny for this. He was trembling, couldn't fucking control himself anymore. The tiny shed, the proximity, the smoke, Luke's face barely inches from his, Luke's voice, his knee brushing Felix's, his pulse pounding in his ears, the straight porn playing from his phone - shit. Shit.

    These two random OCs have fun in a smoke shed. Literally dripping with sex. I need a cold shower

    PART 2 IS UP!!

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    10 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 32

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    Sakusa Kiyoomi hates Miya Atsumu. He hates his way of smiling and talking, and how he always seems so happy. How Atsumu makes him feel. Ugh how can he even exist? And the audacity Atsumu has, to live with Sakusa. And the audacity that Atsumu makes Sakusa feel things he can't put into words. Unbelievable.

     

    Literally a one shot about Hinata and Bokuto pairing off Sakusa and Atsumu, because both of them are too oblivious to finally get together.

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    31 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 5

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    i eat, sleep, breath kaebedo so I NEED to share my random headcanons…

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    22 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 3

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    “Absolutely not,” Semi quipped, already clocking it.

    Tendou looked up, eyes bright. “Hear me out.”

    “No.”

    “I haven’t said anything yet.”

    “You don’t have to,” Shirabu replied flatly, clutching the basket like it was his last anchor to reality. “Whatever you’re thinking, the answer is no.”

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    22 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 16

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    Kenjirou fucking hates coffee.

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    21 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 3

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    This was a recommendation! But basically 3am in shirabu and taichi's dorm and the chaos that comes with it!

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    20 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 10

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    (An Analysis of Quiet Catastrophe)
    By Miya, Osamu
    Inarizaki High School, Class 3–B
    Advisor: Nobody, because this isn’t real research (but maybe Kita-san knows)

    Or Miya Osamu accidentally wrote a research analysis in his school notebook that he absolutely does not admit is about Suna Rintarou.

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    15 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 3

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    It’s been a bit since they met up, and Niragi has something important to ask Chishiya.

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    14 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 13

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    "Have you ever felt really fucking lonely?" he wanted to know, but before Chishiya even had a chance to answer Niragi answered his own question.
    "You don't give a shit about anyone else anyway, so probably not," he muttered quietly.
    Chishiya cocked his head slightly to one side thoughtfully and took a long time before answering. At least it seemed like an eternity to Niragi, maybe it was only seconds.

    Or: Niragi tries to drown his loneliness in alcohol until Chishiya shows him a better way.

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    10 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 16

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    "What happened?" he wanted to know as he walked towards her.
    Chishiya blinked at him with a veiled look, and in that moment, their last encounter and argument no longer seemed to have any meaning.
    "Our game today didn't go as planned." she said, swaying as she tried to keep her balance.

    or: Niragi does not care whether Chishiya lives or dies. However, when Chishiya is seriously wounded, he realises it was a lie.

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    07 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 20

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    Tired, Chishiya opened his eyes, which he had closed only what felt like seconds ago, and fumbled for his phone, blindly answering the call.
    “Yeah?”
    “Hey. Do you happen to know my blood type?” Chishiya heard his boyfriend ask.

    or: Niragi ends up in the emergency room after a fight.

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    07 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 1

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    Oikawa is being annoying. That's enough. Especially when it's Iwaizumi on the other side.

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    06 Feb 2026

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