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  1. Public Bookmark 93

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    “Okay,” Susie starts, speaking slowly. “So, do you think we’re, like, in love with Kris?”

    Noelle chokes on her hot chocolate.

     

    (or: noelle realizes what everyone else has known the whole time, apparently.)

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    10 Jul 2025

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    Mom says, I love you. Kris thinks that’s probably true.

    Mom says, Asriel will be coming home for break. He will be so happy to see you. Kris wonders if he will even know the difference, if he’ll see what their mother can’t. They’ve always been a weird kid— people have told them that their whole life, but someone should have noticed.

    Someone should have noticed, right?

     

    (or, self loathing becomes a complicated thing when you're not entirely sure who you are.)

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    04 Jul 2025

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    Susie thinks she's starting to get it, but when she sees Kris, she really gets it. They don’t even open their eyes when they walk in; not until Noelle greets them. They look like death.

    “The hell is wrong with you?” Susie blurts before she can stop herself.

    “Sick,” Kris rasps.

    Kris falls very ill. Others are forced to face the reality of human fragility.

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    04 Jul 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    It was hard for Ralsei to keep smiling, especially after the day he'd just had.
    Maybe some company could help.

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    01 Jul 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    and in between the moon and you
    the angels get a better view
    of the crumbling difference between wrong and right

     

    susie changes her mind.

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    29 Jun 2025

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  6. Public Bookmark 47

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    Her hair is in their face, and she wants them to taste her shampoo.

    But that's the least of their concerns.

    Her life was in their hands, and they were moments away from letting it slip through their grasp.

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    29 Jun 2025

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  7. Public Bookmark 27

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    It was stupid.

    Susie knew she was being stupid.

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    the very ending of Deltarune Chapter 4 from Susie's POV!

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    27 Jun 2025

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  8. Public Bookmark 70

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    Susie comforts Kris as they tell her the truth about their soul.

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    27 Jun 2025

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  9. Public Bookmark 13

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    It’s the middle of winter and Susie gets invited to Noelle’s house. So obviously she has to bring Kris over too.

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    27 Jun 2025

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  10. Public Bookmark 16

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    Noelle sheds the velvet from her horns.

    Susie has thoughts.

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    27 Jun 2025

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  11. Public Bookmark 34

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    It didn’t take another glance to see that Susie was crying. Big fat tears dribbled down her cheeks and neck. Snot bubbled out of her nostrils. Her chest hiccuped with barely concealed sobs.

    “Kris, I…” she sniffled again, cutting herself off. “Can I crash here…?” After a shaky breath she added, “please…?”

    Kris couldn’t remember the last time Susie surrendered a plea like that.

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    27 Jun 2025

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  12. Public Bookmark 30

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    Noelle gets a surprise visit by her two friends. In the middle of the night. When all she wants to do is sleep.

    They immediately get bored, and try to leave.

    No way. You're kidnapped now.

    (Cue cozy late-night conversations and cuddles.)

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    27 Jun 2025

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  13. Public Bookmark 38

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    Susie goes to Castle Town to spend the night.

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    27 Jun 2025

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  14. Public Bookmark 8

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    Ralsie and Susie have a short conversation before bed

    (Dialogue box fic - includes image descriptions and art!)

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    25 Jun 2025

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  15. Public Bookmark 31

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    After all that, Susie really needs some company. Ralsei does too.

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    25 Jun 2025

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  16. Public Bookmark 81

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    Kris was willing to be selfish for the night.

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    a what-if on the ending of chapter 4, where kris meets up with susie anyways.

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    22 Jun 2025

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  17. Public Bookmark *

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    She showed up at Kris’s door with her hood up and her tail twitching, smelling like smoke that wasn’t hers. She had one of her mother’s old flannels tied around her waist, the sleeves long and dragging. Kris didn’t ask. Just stepped aside.

    Toriel, from the kitchen, poked her head out and said only: “Shoes off, dear. I just mopped.”

    Like Susie belonged there.

    Like she wasn’t a guest anymore.

    Kris gave her the couch and curled up on Chariel. Susie protested, at first—“It’s your damn house, dude,” she said, “I can sleep on the floor, I’ve done it before”—but Kris was already half-buried in blankets and completely silent, which meant the conversation was over.

    At some point, when the house had gone completely quiet and the shadows settled, Susie whispered:

    “Hey.”

    Kris shifted their head to look at her.

    The moonlight caught her hair, the jagged edge of her teeth. Her eyes were clearer than they ever were at school. No posturing. No sneer. Just Susie. Bare and real in a borrowed T-shirt, her knees pulled up, her voice a rasp.

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    i have extremely specific thoughts on krusie

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    22 Jun 2025

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  18. Public Bookmark 53

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    Susie would do just about anything to avoid going home and let these newfound good times with her friends end. Lucky for her, Kris seems to be feeling the same way and suggested they head to Castle Town for a bit of a sleepover. How's Ralsei holding up after that whole business in the church? And why is Kris acting a little... Different?

    (Takes place after Chapter 4)

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    21 Jun 2025

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  19. Public Bookmark 79

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    After their particularly rough adventure, the fluffy boy of the Fun Gang is feeling pretty down. The weight of the prophecy, and the weight of friendship presses down on him, unyielding until a certain someone shows up.

    "H-Hey, hey-"

    Her voice is hushed and frantic. Her hands move lower on Ralsei’s back, properly getting a grip on his skinny form. The green fabric of his cloak flutters around his legs as he's lifted up onto his tip toes. Susie buries her head into the prince’s shoulder, heat rushing to where her snout presses against his neck.

    Ralsei trembles as their hug shifts, their new position being so much more intimate. It’s wonderful and horrible all at the same time. He hates it, he loves it. He wants Susie to give this to someone more deserving, someone real. He never wants her to let him go. It’s wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong. He is a Darkner, he should not be selfishly wanting. He should not be–

    There is pressure on his back. It moves in a circular motion, unsure but insistent. "A-are you crying?”

    Oh. He is, he didn’t even realize.

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    20 Jun 2025

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    Mark Vogel is like the older brother Stefan Riley never had, until one day he disappears, and Stefan has to adapt to life without him. But, one year later, when he runs into a girl who looks near-identical to Mark, Stefan becomes obsessed. He discovers that other boys have disappeared, too, dozens over the years, most of them students of the Royal College of Saint Almsworth, many of them troubled or unruly before their disappearance.

    What is happening to these boys? Who are the handful of women on campus who bear a striking resemblance to some of those who went missing? And what is the connection to the mysterious Dorley Hall?

    Stefan works hard to get into the Royal College for one reason and one reason only: to find out exactly what happened to the women who live at Dorley Hall, and to get it to happen to him, too.

    (A closeted trans girl attempts to infiltrate a secret underground forced feminisation programme.)

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    01 Apr 2024

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