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“I’m not leaving you, Buck.” Eddie says with a tired sigh, like he’s struggling with the weight of the world and Buck’s the one who put it there. “Just switching jobs, that’s all.”
That’s all?, Buck wants to scream, because every relationship he has is tied to the job in some way, and first Maddie left, and then it was Chimney, and now it’s Eddie. But he doesn’t scream, because that would be a little bit too tragic, even for him, and nods instead. Bites his tongue. Pretends that he isn't falling apart where he's stood.
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Or, set post season 5A, where Buck is alone, and angry, and exhausted, but mostly terrified that everyone he loves is slowly slipping away from him.
**rated mature for heavy themes**
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Bookmarked by DelBetsy
12 Nov 2025
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think i'll cross a line (i’m trusting myself with you) by kaistinlove
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
09 Jan 2025
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Buck would like to reiterate that he's not that dumb guy who's obsessed with his own physique. Nor is he attention seeking. The thirst traps he posts are not indicative of whether he's an attention whore or not. Because he's not doing it to grab anyone's attention.
Which would be fine except that the one person he's actually doing all this for is not reacting the way he wants him to. Eddie doesn't even care.
OR the one where Buck windingly loses his mind on how to grab Eddie's attention.
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22 Sep 2025
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Buck cleared his throat. “When can I leave?”
Eddie snorted fondly, and Tommy rolled his eyes. Buck was beginning to really dislike that guy. Why did Eddie even have to drag his–who was he to Eddie, his boyfriend? Why did Eddie’s boyfriend need to be here, anyway?
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Buck gets amnesia and cannot stand that man that is always hanging around Eddie.
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18 Aug 2025
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It was all just too much. He’d gotten maybe three hours of sleep in the last 48 hours, his whole body hurt, and he was just so overwhelmed that he couldn’t think straight.
“Good boy.”
A thumb brushed softly across his bottom lip and Buck just—
He closed his eyes, leaned forward, and sucked Eddie’s thumb gently into his mouth.
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Buck has an oral fixation and lots of complicated feelings. Luckily, he also has Eddie.
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Bookmarked by DelBetsy
05 Jul 2025
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Eddie goes to Texas for four months and Buck makes it’s all of two weeks before he finds the need for a new hobby, sourdough!
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20 Jun 2025
