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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    “No, please,” Shane says, and he has never sounded like that before, not like this, not broken open and begging. “Please don’t do this.”
    He steps forward again, still trying, still reaching, and Ilya steps back again, because he has to, because if he doesn’t he will stay, he will ruin this, he will ruin him.
    Shane’s hand drops.
    Something in his expression collapses completely.
    And Ilya knows.
    This is it.

    What if Shane didn't get injured after Tampa and Ilya went through with his plan to breakup with him? What if Shane is brave to help Ilya finally understand what it feels like to be loved. And to realize nobody will ever take that love away. What if?

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    26 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    Shane was laying over Ilya’s lap, getting spanked hard. Ilya’s hand coming down repeatedly. The burning sensation built slowly, until he was squirming in the husband's lap.

    Shane stilled when he felt Ilya pause, knowing what was coming next.

    With Ilya’s hand, it took a while for the pain to build, but with the paddle, It didn’t matter. The first hit always stung. It only got worse from there and he couldn’t sit for days.

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    26 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Hi. This is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.

    The greeting wasn’t a joke or an exaggeration—it was the truth. Shane leaves messages anyway, confessions to a digital void that will never judge him, and never push him away.

    At least, that’s what he thinks.

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    26 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    After trying to call Ilya at the Sochi Olympics, Shane starts to leave voicemails for Ilya, believing he won't ever listen to them. Until Ilya discovers them on his phone soon after that fateful day.

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    26 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    “Hear me out, I think they’re like actual friends and it’s just something they do, like if Hollander actually hated it he wouldn’t chirp back.”

    Sammy was looking at him like he was an alien. “Mate you’re off the rocker”

    “So what, it’s just banter?” Tony asked, cuddling his drink to his chest, sloppy drunk as always.

    “Yeah or foreplay” barked Sammy.

    The whole table cracked up at that, c’mon, it is, after all, Hollander and Rozanov. No fucking chance.

    or; the refs have heard some very flirty chirps between rozanov and hollander over the years, so they start keeping track

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