Doitscared



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 21

    Tags
    Summary

    After Shane runs out of Ilya’s house, too afraid to confront his feelings, he decides to take some drastic measures.

    But he can’t avoid his history with Ilya forever, even if he doesn’t remember it.

    (It’s like if heated rivalry was a black mirror episode inspired by harrow the ninth and eternal sunshine of the spotless mind)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,229
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    28
    Kudos:
    104
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    1,230

    28 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Best memory wipe fic

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    He didn’t go into this looking to host a sexually insatiable, head-eating monster under his skin, though. Really, he just wanted to make some trouble in an interview with Carlton Drake.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    71,285
    Chapters:
    41/41
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    599
    Kudos:
    2,053
    Bookmarks:
    347
    Hits:
    52,559

    24 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    1st Venom fic

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rose just scoffs silently and shakes her head. “Forget it, Shane. That’s Ilya Rozanov.” At Shane’s raised eyebrows and another, slightly stronger, shove with his elbow, Rose begrudgingly elaborates. “He’s the captain of the hockey team, pretty well-known on campus. And the one thing everyone knows is that the moment you want him, you've already lost.”

    Shane frowns, leaning in a bit closer to his friend. “What does that even mean? Is he taken?” he questions, annoyed but still curious.

    “Nah, he’s a weirdo,” Rose giggles, stifling the sounds behind her hand when a shush sounds from behind them. “Rozanov loves the chase. He’s got a thing for people who don’t want him, but the moment they show interest back and let him hit he gets bored and moves on. I swear he has some issues he needs to go to therapy for, ‘cause that’s just not normal.”

    -

    Or; Shane wants Ilya Rozanov, so he devises a plan to get him. He takes it way too fucking far. Ilya takes it even further.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,385
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    384
    Kudos:
    5,707
    Bookmarks:
    1,418
    Hits:
    87,735

    24 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    👁️👄👁️

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “No,” he says, smiling gently, like he doesn't know how irritating he's being. “Is my room first, da? You should speak with front desk.”

    Hollander stares at him.

    And then he starts to laugh.

    You ask the front desk,” he shoots back, in between his odd wheezes. Ilya's heart starts to pound in double time, because this is not—this cannot be Shane Hollander playing bed chicken with him. Their competitiveness is fierce, to be certain, but surely, Hollander would be the bigger person, no? “This is my fucking room, Rozanov. Wild horses couldn't drag me away.”

    OR: Ilya's apartment is under construction. Shane's in town for a game. It'd be a shame if they somehow had the same hotel room.

    [or, or: we need some more goddamn 'there was only one bed' out here.]

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,326
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    418
    Kudos:
    9,091
    Bookmarks:
    2,701
    Hits:
    114,038

    14 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Lovely. Worth a reread

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    102,971
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    8,338
    Kudos:
    30,694
    Bookmarks:
    13,010
    Hits:
    897,521

    27 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "hi coach" 🥹😭💕