9 Bookmarks by Elir

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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    When Sam next sees Dean, maybe two or three Saturdays later, his brother tells him that none of this is real.

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    03 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Dean isn’t sleeping. Not properly. Part of it is that he’s on watch for Sam, looking at the dark outline of his brother in the other bed, chest rising and falling, confirming that he’s there and not off with Ruby, indulging his demon side and his taste for twisted heroism. But the other part of it is the dreams— the memories of hell. The endless screaming and terror and the scorching fire.

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    27 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    Jody is beginning to think maybe Dean is just never coming back. Perhaps this search is going to take his whole life and she’s going to be saddled with taking care of a traumatised, barely functioning Sam Winchester until the day he dies (which, with the way things are going, is going to be pretty damn soon).

    That’s cynical. Trying not to be is so hard though.

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    01 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    There’s no food in the bunker and Sam’s a shitty cook anyway, even with his limb and brain function intact, which it isn’t. The truth is, Sam has to get out of the bunker, at least for now. He has to do something. That angry red mark on Dean’s arm still peaking out from under his shirt, threatening him and threatening to turn Dean back into what he was. And Sam can get Dean food, more of it than Dean can eat, and he convince him to rest while Sam figures out what to do next.

     

    Post 10x03.

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    15 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    13x21/13x22 Sam-Centric trek back to civilization, such as it is, with no one but the Devil for company

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    This must be the Empty, where souls go and don't come back from.  The darkness, the quiet, the cool. No eyes left to open to see that he floats now in nothingness. Peace. Finally. 

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    15 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    Daidan contemplates how to save the world.

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    16 Jun 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    “The way you moved in on that fang – so fucking quick, man. Came at it from every direction. Not afraid to get messy, not prissy about getting blood in your eyes – fucking gorgeous. Anybody ever tell you you got a mean right hook?”

    Dean’s higher brain function switched off with an audible click.

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    05 Jun 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 43

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    Lucifer is out of the cage and Dean is done trusting his brother. Sam comes up with a way to fix everything. Fortunately, it doesn't work out. Dean POV.

    Self proclaimed fix-it for AmberSock's amazing oneshot Best Wishes.

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    31 May 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 52

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    Maybe this is why Sam’s the favorite, Dean thinks. He’s a real son, a real boy. Dean’s just a puppet and a solider and sword. He does what he’s told. He’ll crumple if his strings are cut. He could never have gone to college. He doesn’t understand Sam, and he never will. He’ll never be able to leave Dad.

    New Years Eve, 1999. Twenty year old Dean Winchester finally tracks his brother down after his third runaway attempt.

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    07 May 2025

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