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Portrait of Connor Storie as Ilya Rozanov in the hospital, Heated Rivalry S1E5



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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    The task is nothing. Hold still, keep his cock warm, stop thinking. Ilya can manage the scene. It’s his own selfish desires he can’t get under control.

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    What would have happened in *Wolfbird* starting from Chapter 14 if I had written it.

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    God, why now? Ilya sat on the floor, a broken toy, his crutches leaning against the wall, an exhausted dog lying on his leg, and he had absolutely no emotional strength left to answer Hollander. Because his chest had been cut open, and inside it beat his heart, drenched in blood and laid bare for all to see. If he started to reply, he would write something foolish, something too candid or too tender or too bitter - most likely, all of those things at once. And then Hollander would have to deal with a human wreck and an avalanche of his - Ilya’s, not Rozanov’s - feelings. And Hollander would be kind and understanding, would pity him, and it would be unbearable.

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    “Don’t–” Ilya starts, already reaching, already cupping Shane’s face between both hands, thumbs warm and tender against his cheekbones like they’ve always belonged there.

    Shane’s eyes are big and gorgeous and genuinely curious. “Don’t what?”

    Don’t make me look like a lovesick idiot. Don’t make my heart trip over itself for a way out of my chest and into yours. Don’t say it like that—so fucking sincere—like you don’t know how devastating it is for me.

    “Don’t butcher my language,” he says instead and kisses Shane’s smile hard, like reflex, like gravity, like there was never going to be another option.

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    Shane sets out to learn Russian. Ilya discovers he's incapable of keeping his composure.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been texting sporadically for fourteen days following their first private session.
    One night, Shane comes home from a road trip and his phone is already in his hand. What follows is not a session. It isn't billed by the hour. It doesn't have a contract. And that, it turns out, is the most dangerous part.

    Set between private sessions one and two of Wolfbird by OpalApparition. Wolfbird Chapter 11 tells us how Shane asked if Ilya was free Friday, and Ilya said yes before checking his schedule. This is that night. The text that started it.

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