Ephemer_a



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 26

    Tags
    Summary

    Is it selfish to accept this love, if Hikaru never had any choice but to feel it?

    “Yoshiki, look! Mincemeat cutlets!”

    “What’re ya talking about?” Yoshiki squints against the blinding snow through his bangs. The snowfall is thin and wet. It’ll probably be gone by tomorrow, but the cold seeps into Yoshiki’s core. Winter has come early this year. 

    It’ll have been a year soon. So soon. Just a few more weeks.

    Time refuses to stop, more of a monster than anything else Yoshiki has encountered.

    Or: Yoshiki grapples with whether or not “Hikaru” has the autonomy to truly love him if his companionship is the result of fulfilling a wish.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,967
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    156
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    700

    01 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

    Tags
    Summary

    “He would never have done this,” says Yoshiki.

    “Done what?” says Hikaru.

    “Kissed me,” says Yoshiki.

    Or: A teenage boy's complicated, lingering grief and the eldritch monster who loves him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,196
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    208
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    1,167

    31 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 21

    Tags
    Summary

    Night spills into the room like dark ink. The soft, steady sound of breathing is a quiet backdrop to Yoshiki’s growing dilemma.

    Or: Yoshiki can't sleep, so he takes matters into his own hands. (Then Hikaru does the same.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,609
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    231
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    2,402

    30 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 40

    Tags
    Summary

    Hikaru grins, all wicked warm light in his eyes and sharp corners of his mouth that sometimes has Yoshiki questioning who the divinity is between the two white haired boys.

    Yoshiki feels their fingers intertwining tighter inside of Hikaru, the slip of coldwetslick between their palms and knuckles as Hikaru pushes their hands in deeper, up to their wrists.

    Hikaru gasps, one hand hovering down quickly over his chest like he’s about to grab one of their forearms but before any connection, he drops that hand back over his head, tangles a fist in the futon.

    “Ah, look. Good boy, ‘karu. You can take it.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,182
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    356
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    3,104

    30 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 27

    Tags
    Summary

    ‘Hikaru’ wiped a trail of spit from Yoshiki’s chin with his thumb, only to smear it further along his flushed cheek. Yoshiki’s eyelids fluttered, lashes wet as he made a small, embarrassed sound. ‘Hikaru’ didn’t even know what to do with this, seeing Yoshiki trembling yet yielding, as if the world could collapse around them and he’d still cling to him. To this monster.

    Unbelievable.

    Or, the one where 'Hikaru' is worried of how much Yoshiki trusts him.

    Yohika Kink Week Day 1: Asphyxia

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,881
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    249
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    2,001

    30 Dec 2025