12 Bookmarks by Falll1n

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    from S2E9:

    “Do you still wear the coat that I gave you?”
    “I burned it.”

    They’re the wrong words to say.

     

    Mori’s abuse runs deep—deeper than anyone, including Dazai, had realized. And he’s doing it all over again.
    [WARNING. *PLEASE* MIND THE TAGS.]

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    Chapters:
    14/15
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    09 Oct 2026

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    In another universe where soulmates exist and are identified by marks in the form of whatever injury your partner has- Chuuya Nakahara is about to turn 16, and his best friend Dazai has been endlessly teasing him over the prospect of a mark. However, when he wakes up on his birthday covered in light blue lines he is unsure what to do, or how to approach identifying his soulmate, and his best friend has been acting in increasingly concerning ways since being told about the marks.

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    What do you do when your covered in the evidence of your soulmates self harm, and your bandaged best friend (who you are definitely NOT in love with) seems to be breaking at the seams?

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    92,048
    Chapters:
    24/24
    Collections:
    7
    Comments:
    1,439
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    7,574
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    08 Oct 2026

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    At night, Chuuya dreams of the summer after he left high school.
    Freshly eighteen, and he got out of school on the last Friday, packed a bag and left home.
    He drove for three hours, until a sparkling lake and the setting sun greeted him, along with a row of red cabins, mostly empty for the first week or two of the summer holidays.
    He fell in love there.

     

    Chuuya fell in love. Over the course of a week and a half, the brunette boy with seemingly endless charisma and a never ending list of things to do stole his heart and dug his claws in deeper than either could have expected.
    As with all summer flings, it ended as fast as it started, and he returned home with an aching abscess he couldn't shake if he tried.
    Then college started, and a slightly duller version of his summer crush took up the bed across from his.

    OR

    After falling in love in the summer, Chuuya goes to college hoping to get a fresh start and forget the events of the summer. His roommate happens to be the boy he fell in love with, and there are some wounds that can't be healed, no matter how hard you try.

    Series
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    English
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    154,405
    Chapters:
    35/35
    Comments:
    484
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    931
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    184
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    07 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 76

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    “Ranpo!”
    Chuuya glanced back. There was an old man standing on the bridge now, looking at the two of them.
    “That’s Fukuzawa,” Ranpo said, jerking his thumb at the man. “He’s my boss.”
    “Who are you bothering now, Ranpo?” Fukuzawa asked, crossing his arms.
    “This homeless kid,” Ranpo said, pointing at Chuuya.
    “I'm not homeless!” Chuuya shouted.

    Or,
    What if Chuuya joins the ADA instead of Dazai? (And the ripple effects that follow)

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    Chapters:
    10/?
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    6,225

    06 Oct 2026

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    “You are still a kid too, you know.”

    Dazai narrows his eyes. “I’m nearly twenty three.”

    “Compared to me, twenty three is nothing.” Fukuzawa chuckles at his own joke. “I still feel like a child sometimes, even at my age. We never really grow out of it.”

    ---

    In learning how to feel happiness, Dazai gets the chance to finally live the childhood he never got to have. Maybe there is no greater meaning to life, but that’s something he has to figure out for himself. This is a story of healing, learning to love, and acceptance, in every sense of the words.

    Inspired by all the “de-aging” fics out there that use time travel to deal with the trauma these kids went through (which I absolutely adore!) Time moves forward, and they can’t change the past, but it’s never too late to start to heal.

    Series
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    English
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    119,226
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    161
    Kudos:
    967
    Bookmarks:
    268
    Hits:
    18,910

    06 Oct 2026

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    Dazai Osamu is a recent college graduate with no direction who makes one last attempt at living by opening a café. And he's convinced he'll never have another reason to live, at least until a random encounter makes him give his own life another chance.

    Or, the Bungou Stray Dogs Soukoku Café AU that absolutely nobody asked for and I'm writing anyway.

    Russian translation by Nastie04!

    Spanish translation by Michelle_N_Romart!

    Portuguese translation by nakkatsu!

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    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    82/82
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    2,590
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    5,087
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    909
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    239,206

    06 Oct 2026

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    Dazai is barely pushing through life. His family is abusive. His fellow students bully him. He has no friends or social connections. He works a part-time job that keeps him on the edge of a panic attack at all times. And he doesn't know any healthy ways to cope with anything.
    Enter Chuuya, one of the most popular students in school, who unexpectedly confesses to Dazai and asks him out.
    And with Chuuya at his side, nudging him in the right direction, Dazai slowly learns how to live.

    Or:
    Severely mentally ill teen and his unexpected boyfriend get through high school together.

    A story about trauma, its consequences, and the rocky path of recovery.

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    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    70/70
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    2,732
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    2,906
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    90,952

    04 Oct 2026

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    Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
    Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
    Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.

    Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

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    Chapters:
    21/21
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    1,736
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    28 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 56

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    Dazai looked so small and fragile on the white hospital stretcher. His school uniform had been placed in a bag as evidence, soaked in blood and semen, and a hospital gown had been tied over him. From his shoulders down to his knees, his skin was covered in bruises, bite marks, and wounds. One of his legs was bent in a way it shouldn’t have been, unmistakably broken, and despite his unconscious state, it trembled, as if the shock had not yet left his body. Blood and urine continued to seep from between his legs.

    “NO!! NO—” One of Yosano’s hands clung to the edge of the stretcher, as if she refused to let her brother be taken even a centimeter out of her sight, holding on with everything she had. “THIS ISN’T SAMU! THIS CAN’T BE! I SAW HOW HE LEFT THE HOUSE! HE WASN’T!—" 

    This could have been the worst moment of an big sister’s life but in time, she would witness even worse. By the time the others managed to pull her out of the room, it was already too late.

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    Aka. Dazai was an omega who had been raped in the past. At seventeen, Kunikida, who dreams of working at the ADA, is unexpectedly forced into becoming the new friend of the Fukuzawa family’s youngest omega son, Dazai.

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    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
    329
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    362
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    56
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    8,459

    28 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    When Mori decides that Chuuya is a liability after a failed mission to eliminate Dazai, he tests a hypothesis he's been planning for a while.

    Without Dazai to reel him back or the Mafia to lock him down, Chuuya is left to tear himself apart—until Corruption leaves him as nothing more than the remnants of himself.

    Or

    Mori's experiment doesn't unfold how he anticipates.

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    Chapters:
    12/20
    Comments:
    52
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    163
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    2,781

    27 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 41

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    Unemployed and seeking financial stability, Chuuya decides to help his friends Gin and Tachihara by acting as a surrogate for the couple. Across town, Osamu Dazai and his wife, Sasaki—under pressure from the corporate elite to produce an heir—turn to the same confidential procedure at the same clinic.

    It all seemed like a perfect plan, until a grave laboratory error led to a mix-up of the fertilization samples.

    When the test comes back positive, Chuuya discovers that the life he is carrying does not belong to his friends—but rather to Osamu Dazai, the most dangerous and unpredictable man in Yokohama.

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    74,891
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    110
    Kudos:
    191
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    41
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    3,217

    26 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 67

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    Fyodor has been dead for a year now; just as Sigma's ADA member and Soukoku is married, albeit in secret.

    But, of course, Dazai Osamu is still haunted by his own words: “Anything that I would never want to lose is always lost.” And, no matter how much he desires them to be, his predictions are never ever wrong. Once everyone but him starts losing their memories, little by little, it is proven.

    However, if he is able to find the ability user responsible before everyone forgets and loses themselves, before Oda's words turn into a meaningless pile of ash, it should all be okay. It always is, right?

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    English
    Words:
    62,474
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    99
    Kudos:
    385
    Bookmarks:
    67
    Hits:
    12,074

    25 Sep 2026

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