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Give Me Just A Chance by FanGirling
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Apr 2026
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Shane can’t look at him, stares at the corner, at the mirror, unseeing, everything a little hazy around the edges. He can’t focus, everything in shapes and colours, his mind not catching the minutiae. It’s like he’s staring into an abyss. His lungs struggle to take in the acrid air around them. He feels separate to his own body, like he’s staring at the situation from somewhere far away.
Then Rozanov is grabbing his face and his fingers are just the right pressure and the touch feels like a life preserver, like he could sink into it, like he could be safe there. Like Rozanov is holding up his whole body in one hand.
But those hands have been on him before and he was left alone, untethered for six months.
He slaps Rozanov’s hand away. Shane takes satisfaction in the surprise splayed across his face. So obvious, even Shane can recognise it.
When Shane’s eyes meet Rozanov’s, the bland disinterest has been shuttered by something he can’t recognise. His face looks both the same and completely unlike it ever has before. Now that their gaze is locked, Shane can’t look away. Doesn’t even blink.
“Fuck. You.”
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OR: The MLH Awards ends differently.
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- Part 3 of Fixing Hollanov
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if you ever change your mind about leaving (leaving me behind) by FanGirling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Ilya made tuna melts. Ilya said Shane's name. Shane said Ilya's name. Shane left.
Shane came back.
A what-if scenario where Shane comes back and Ilya needs an explanation.
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- Part 2 of Fixing Hollanov
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Shane still doesn't send the 'We didn't even kiss' text and starts to spiral. Ilya finds him.
Title from Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.
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- Part 1 of Fixing Hollanov
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the keeper of fragile things by FanGirling
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Oct 2020
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Steve is feeling uninspired during the lockdown, unable to leave the house due to his health issues that make him high-risk. Sam suggests a forum that's been set up for artists to find subjects to draw over Zoom.
What happens when he meets James Barnes, the mysterious brunette at the other end of his webcam?
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my heart tells me you are lonely, too by FanGirling
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
11 May 2020
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Bucky sinks into the chair. His ass is falling asleep.
“So I just have to, what, learn to be more human?”
Sam tries to hold back his sigh but Bucky notices it anyway.
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Bucky Barnes is still in recovery from his time with Hydra when he moves into an apartment in Brooklyn. Tony Stark has his metal arm in Manhattan and poor Sam tries his best.
But then he meets the neighbors, Sarah Rogers, and her son, Steve, and just maybe they can teach him what it means to live again.
(I'm bad at summaries.)
Recent series
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Fixing Hollanov by FanGirling
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Apr 2026
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“Just got the word from the officials, Metros are shutting Miitka down for the night," LeClaire says almost dispassionately. “Third period we’re up against,” LeClaire consults his clipboard, “Shane Hollander. Drafted 2009, current starter for the Laval Maples, posts a .905 save percentage.”
Ilya stays where he is, rolling the name around in his head once, without much interest.
Hollander.
Doesn’t ring a bell.
Inspired by that one twitter post, what if Shane was a goalie?