14 Bookmarks by Fanofbuddie

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    Buck tries to commit the frame to memory, wills himself not to forget the important details—Eddie on his knees in front of him, his nails seeking purchase along Buck's thighs as he drinks him down, his drawn-out gasps when Buck returns the favor.

    After, when Buck reaches out for quiet confirmation in the dark, asks him, "Good?"

    Eddie tells him, earnest and hard-won, "Everything is good with you," and Buck can bask in the illusion of a world where he almost believes it.

    Buck is trying to leave the past where it belongs. Then he wins an all-expenses-paid trip to Italy, convinces Eddie to join him, and falls headfirst into (not so) casual sex with his best friend.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Still off balance, Buck slams his left heel onto the roof, heaving forward to catch the collar of that yellow shirt. And there’s no conscious decision making here. It’s all instinct, and he’s grateful for it. If he’d given his overzealous mind the chance to consider another way, he would have missed his shot. Instead, his arms hurl the boy into the hands of another survivor...

    And his right foot misses the edge.

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    Buck catches Chris before he rolls off the firetruck, and it's him who falls back into the retreating waters of the tsunami. Unconscious and seriously injured, he's unaware that his team has been searching for him, never giving up as the days pass.

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    23 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Where is your plus one?” Helena asked, looking around.
    “Buck,” Eddie replied.
    “Buck?”
    “Yes,” Buck said. “I’m Eddie’s plus one.”
    Buck's fingers intertwined with Eddie’s fingers, and he looked at her with a tense gaze.
    “I’m Eddie’s boyfriend.”

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    Or:
    Eddie and Buck travel to El Paso for Abuela's birthday celebration. But how will the Diaz parents react when Eddie tells them that he's gay and his boyfriend is Buck?

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    23 Nov 2025

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    “You don’t have to,” Buck says quickly. “You could just leave it. Don’t look.”

    Eddie glances up at him, and they both know without saying it that he isn’t going to let this go.

    There’s no way he can look away now, not after seeing the way Buck reacted.

    “Or maybe just not now,” Buck says softly, stepping closer, his hand settling gently over the screen like he can shield Eddie from what’s on it. “Maybe leave it for now. You’re not… Eddie, you’re not doing well right now. I’ve been so worried about you and this—” his voice catches, “—you… Eddie, please don’t. Just leave it.”

    It stings to hear the worry out loud, even if he knew it was there.

    He wants to do what Buck says, he wants to trust his friend and give him what he’s asking.

    Buck never asks for anything.

    Eddie moves Buck’s hand aside gently, giving it a brief squeeze. “Can’t do that, Buck.”

    Or; After Christopher leaves for El Paso, Buck decides that he and Eddie should trace their family trees to keep Eddie’s mind occupied elsewhere. The results lead Eddie to face a family secret.

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    22 Nov 2025

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    He wants the fish to be beautiful, something he can watch for hours, something that will take up space the way Eddie used to, without even trying. A creature that will grow comfortable in its new home, that will explore and settle and stay.

    In the end, he chooses a betta with long, flowing fins, deep blue with streaks of red that catch the light like silk ribbons in water.

    Buck loves him.

    Loves the way he moves through the water, confident and unhurried. Loves the way he turns toward Buck when he leans in, like maybe he sees him too. Loves knowing that for all the loss and loneliness tangled up inside him, there’s something alive here, something he built a home for with his own hands.

    Or; Eddie moves away and Buck spirals, buys a fish, joins the yummy mommies and loses his god damn mind.

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    10 Nov 2025

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    In the wake of Chris leaving for Texas, Eddie gets homework from his therapist: to fill up a disposable camera by their next session.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    When Buck has a migraine and just wants to rest comfortably in his safe space- The Diaz Home; his rest gets interrupted when one Ana Flores finds him in Eddie’s bed and makes things worse for him. Also, Christopher is not a fan of Ana.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    “I love him, you know.” Eddie froze as Buck’s voice crackled over the speaker and a pit formed in his stomach, icy cold and unpleasant. Buck loved someone. Someone who wasn’t–  “I think it’s always been Eddie, I’ve just been too stubborn to see it.” Eddie’s brain short circuited. He may have forgotten how to breathe for a second. Buck loved him.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    From a very young age, Evan Buckley knew he would end up alone.

    After Eddie leaves to go after Chris, Buck knows that he needs to get out of Los Angeles for a while. He travels just like he did before he joined the 118, looking for a reason to keep going after losing the family he thought would finally stay.

    Eddie moves to Texas and slowly but surely gains the trust of his son back. After 4 long months of long conversations and hard realizations, Christopher finally wants to move back to Los Angeles.

    But what happens when they return and Buck is nowhere to be found, and nobody but Maddie is able to get in contact with him? What happens when Eddie finds out just how badly he hurt the love of his life, and now he can't tell him just how much he truly needs him to be okay?

    New Information:

    🚨 New Spin-Off Series Published!!

    🚨Epilogue Coming Soon!!

    🚨Sequel Coming Soon!!

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    02 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 23

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    Eddie suggests a field amputation. Buck has a lot of feelings about it.

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    26 Oct 2025

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    “Buck?” Eddie asks when he opens the door. “What’s- is that a baby?”

    Buck doesn’t know what to say other than, “Help.”

     

    Buck's running late to work when he finds the baby on his doorstep, and that pretty much sums up this portion of his life. Now he must figure out what to do, how to do it, and why doing it with Eddie gives him a feeling he can’t shake.

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    23 Oct 2025

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    They were trapped.

    Fire hadn’t broken through yet, but it was coming. Buck could feel the heat pushing in, wrapping around them like a warning. The smoke thickened, clawing at their throats, painting the walls with a haze of panic.

    “So…” Eddie’s voice cut through the haze, rough around the edges but maddeningly calm. “You wanna talk about it now?”

    Buck turned slowly, disbelief etched across every exhausted line of his face, and he hoped his deadpan glare said it all. He didn’t need to ask what Eddie was referring to.

    No, he didn’t want to talk about how he accidentally told his best friend he loved him just hours earlier.

    He’d rather let the fire take him.

    A season 9 two-part opening emergency, in which a group of hijackers takeover Station 118.

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    22 Oct 2025

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    “No pets allowed, only service dogs,” The waiter tells them, his voice a little more firm than necessary as he flicks his eyes between Buck, Eddie, and where Maple quietly but attentively stands between Buck and Chris. Buck shifts the leash in his hand, raising an eyebrow as he and Eddie seem to have the same thought, both pointing to the patch on the lab’s navy blue harness that reads Service Dog and Do Not Touch in bold letters.

    “It’s okay, she’s a service dog.” Buck and Eddie speak in unison, only further proving to Buck that they were thinking the same thing. The man takes one look at the black lab and then Chris and Buck, disregarding Chris’ crutches, and scoffs. Honest to god, scoffs. What the fuck?

    “Either show me her certification or I’m calling the cops.” There is venom in his tone this time and Maple boops his thigh with more force, trying to alert him to Chris’ distress.

    Or: Buck is dying to try a new restaurant so Eddie takes him and Chris, only to be refused service because of the service dog he has for his chronic pain. The Firefam finds out and decides to do something about it.

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    21 Oct 2025

  14. Rec *

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    Eddie is injured in a fire that leaves him temporarily blind, Buck is the only one he wants to take care of him.
    They’re both in love and they’re both oblivious.

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    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
    289
    Kudos:
    2,143
    Bookmarks:
    637
    Hits:
    66,658

    01 Oct 2025

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