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The Stars Kept Your Name by tommosbabyharry
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Aug 2026
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Shane could hear the crowd, loud as always in their home barn. It felt electric tonight. He didn't usually let the emotions of the occasion affect him, but after 22 years in the MLH, having accomplished everything he could do as a professional, tonight’s send-off was too much to push all the way down into that small compartment where he could hide all he felt.
But Ilya–Shane felt physical pain in his chest every time he allowed himself to think his name. Their careers still forever tied together until Ilya’s retirement a few years ago. In the quietest of times, Shane could admit he shouldn’t have felt lonely at the top because Ilya was always right there with him. Sometimes he took solace in that, sometimes it brought pain so blinding he couldn’t breathe.
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Shane Hollander retires from the MLH a few seasons after Ilya. They haven't actually spoken since the day Shane left in Boston. When Ilya is invited to participate in Shane's retirement ceremony, will they take the opportunity to confront the feelings they have long buried but kept sacred or are they still just two stars passing in the night?
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13 Jul 2026
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The Stars Kept Your Name
tommosbabyharryUp to 17
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I knew you were gonna catch me by marginess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Aug 2026
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«A safe space, somewhere he could breathe. I know things didn’t end well between the two of you - but did they actually end at all? I’m not supposed to tell you this - I know I’m not - but he asked me to, so… I’m just trying so hard to be a good friend: when they asked him what he’d miss the most, he said ginger ale. Hollander - Shane, I have never seen my man Roz drink a ginger ale.»
The room spins around him at full speed and Shane needs to hold on to the kitchen counter not to fall flat on his face.
“That better just be ginger ale, rook.”
“There’s ginger ale in the fridge.”
“Ginger ale cold enough?”Fuck, Rozanov.
or: Shane comes out to Ilya in Tampa, but terrified of what loving him would mean, Ilya walks away.
After Grigori Rozanov’s death, the loneliness Ilya has carried his whole life becomes too heavy to survive alone. Months later, he attempts suicide.
While hiding away at his cottage in Québec, Shane receives a phone call from Hayden Pike.
This story begins eight minutes later.TW: mental health issues - depression - suicide attempt
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09 Aug 2026
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I knew you were gonna catch me
marginessSummary:
«A safe space, somewhere he could breathe. I know things didn’t end well between the two of you - but did they actually end at all? I’m not supposed to tell you this - I know I’m not - but he asked me to, so… I’m just trying so hard to be a good friend: when they asked him what he’d miss the most, he said ginger ale. Hollander - Shane, I have never seen my man Roz drink a ginger ale.»
The room spins around him at full speed and Shane needs to hold on to the kitchen counter not to fall flat on his face.
“That better just be ginger ale, rook.”
“There’s ginger ale in the fridge.”
“Ginger ale cold enough?”Fuck, Rozanov.
or: Shane comes out to Ilya in Tampa, but terrified of what loving him would mean, Ilya walks away.
After Grigori Rozanov’s death, the loneliness Ilya has carried his whole life becomes too heavy to survive alone. Months later, he attempts suicide.
While hiding away at his cottage in Québec, Shane receives a phone call from Hayden Pike.
This story begins eight minutes later.TW: mental health issues - depression - suicide attempt
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Oxytocin by zankiefanatic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 May 2026
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Alternate Universe where Shane's storyline is the same but Ilya never played hockey and is instead an OnlyFans content creator. Basically, a way to explore what would've happened to Shane had he never received the emotional and physical (and maybe a little toxic) safety net that Ilya offered him.
AKA I wanna explore Sad!Shane cause I don't feel like we talk about it enough! But also smut. And more importantly, smut that drives plot. Let's strap in, ladies(and gays and theys).
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09 Aug 2026
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Oxytocin
zankiefanaticSummary:
Alternate Universe where Shane's storyline is the same but Ilya never played hockey and is instead an OnlyFans content creator. Basically, a way to explore what would've happened to Shane had he never received the emotional and physical (and maybe a little toxic) safety net that Ilya offered him.
AKA I wanna explore Sad!Shane cause I don't feel like we talk about it enough! But also smut. And more importantly, smut that drives plot. Let's strap in, ladies(and gays and theys).
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On Borrowed Knees by callmewildfire
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Aug 2026
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Ilya never made it to the cottage.
Ilya Rozanov spent nine years in exile, convincing himself that disappearing was an act of protection. But when he returns to the NHL and signs with the Ottawa Centaurs, the team led by Shane Hollander, his former rival and secret love, he learns that distance has changed nothing. Their bodies still remembers. The air between them still crackles.
Shane Hollander has built a life of careful normalcy: a captain's role, a dog named Anya, the performance of a man who doesn't need anything from anyone. But Ilya's return unmakes all of it in a single moment of eye contact.
As proximity forces them closer to the truth they've been avoiding, Ilya and Shane has to finally confront the question that has haunted them both for years: Was the silence ever protection, or only destruction in disguise?
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22 Jul 2026
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Mr. Answer Man by BigPlushShark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jul 2026
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In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.
I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)
Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)
Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)
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30 Jul 2026
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Mr. Answer Man
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Shane finally trades to Boston Raiders whoop whoop emoti9nal rollercoaster was worth it.