Gay_and_Afraid
Fandoms
Recent works
-
Tags
Summary
“Oh, don't drink that shit, it's awful.” She grabs it from your hand, tilts her head back, throat exposed, and downs the drink. Then, she pours you champagne, “Much better. Much more worthy of someone of your standing.”
“My standing? You’ve seen me drink wine straight from the box. Worse, you’ve seen me drink straight from the bag from the box.”
“That was in our dorm, darling. It’s been years. You could have changed since then.”
The photo from the article flashes in your mind: her head tilted back against a brick wall, legs parted over a thigh, hands in red hair.
“I could say the same to you.”
---
Your best friend (Madeline) ghosts you (Helen) for two years and then suddenly tells you she's in New York.
Post-College/University AU, aka the peer-reviewed madhel I promised like six months ago. -
Are we too old to still be passing notes? (check yes or no) by Gay_and_Afraid
Fandoms: Wicked (Movie 2024)
15 Oct 2025
Tags
Summary
“Galinda? What could have possibly prompted you to open up a little notebook like a private detective and start scribbling away?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know?” She said lightly, gathering her belongings.
“Yes!? That’s why he asked?”
“It’s private.” She evaded again. The non-answer was still more information than before, Elphaba noted. Galinda stood, hugging her books to her chest.
“Can you give us something?”
She chewed it over.
“I’m observing.”
“What?”
“Just observing.”
---
No one knows why Galinda has been obsessively note taking all week. Not just in classes, but in the halls, on walks, during mealtimes, at parties and club meetings. Elphaba tried not to worry about it, but with all the rumors and speculation, she’s worried it might have something to do with her.
---
Title from Yes (or no) by Bug Hunter.This work was created as a part of the 2025 Gelphie Big Bang event! Please check out the beautiful work done by @loatheatfirstsight because it has me screaming crying kicking my feet :)
-
Tags
Summary
The first thing Marcy felt was cold. Cold and wet and… distant. She’s used to being overwhelmed by sounds and people but everything was quiet, muffled, like a white noise machine.
—
A very short story of what I imagine Marcy might feel like when she first wakes up in the tank thing shown in the new season 3 opening. -
I don’t by Gay_and_Afraid
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Harley Quinn (Cartoon 2019)
26 Jun 2020
Tags
Summary
Before the s2 finale, I wanted to try and write up my dreams and manifest them lol.
-
Tags
Summary
Ivy realizing she loves Harley in little snapshots because I'm fucking terrible at writing but I need to project my gay awakening on a fictional character ASAP.
Recent bookmarks
-
Honey i laugh when it sinks in by Anonymous_witch
Fandoms: Death Becomes Her - Mattison & Carey/Pennette, Death Becomes Her (1992)
05 Aug 2025
Tags
Summary
Madeline has denied even the possibility of being attracted to women her entire life. But right now, facing the woman she loves, she feels incredibly unprepared. Helen doesn’t hesitate to walk her through it, though.
Aka Madhel first time with a touch of hetcomp because I can't help myself
-
Tags
Summary
Helen accidentally eats some of Madeline's weed gummies.
Bookmarked by Gay_and_Afraid
14 Apr 2026
-
A Charmed Hour & a Haunted Song by twenty_something_ingenue
Fandoms: Death Becomes Her - Mattison & Carey/Pennette, Death Becomes Her (1992)
11 Apr 2026
Tags
Summary
“Are you really going to pretend you haven’t been underdressing me with your eyes? Everyone always does. And before you go on saying something self righteous about how there’s more to me than my sex appeal, have you considered that I like it?”
OR
Madeline Ashton walks into a bar expecting a one night stand and gets a lot more than she bargained for.
Bookmarked by Gay_and_Afraid
11 Apr 2026
-
here i am (stuck in the middle with you) by sarahtlou
Fandoms: Death Becomes Her - Mattison & Carey/Pennette
10 Apr 2026
Tags
Summary
Madeline and Helen get trapped in the panic room.
Bookmarked by Gay_and_Afraid
10 Apr 2026
-
so delicious, so addicting / never had i ever heard her by FishboneHairpin
Fandoms: Death Becomes Her - Mattison & Carey/Pennette, Death Becomes Her (1992)
09 Apr 2026
Tags
Summary
What if Helen found Madeline’s old sextape online?
What if Madeline knew what Helen sounded like in the sack already?OR
Expanding on Pre-Canon Madeline and Helen.