Hesitant__Alien
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Gerard’s life is a fucking mess. At 25 he’s a complete loser living in his mom’s basement, avoiding responsibility, blissfully doing nothing to correct it. But when he stumbles across “CashMeCam”, a website where horny people pay to watch him do… well, pretty much anything, things take a turn. Suddenly, being a lazy loser actually pays off—and people are really into it. Maybe being bad at life doesn’t mean he can’t be good at something else.
OR — Gerard signs up for a porn website in hopes people watch him and give his deadbeat ass money.
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03 Apr 2026
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“Hit me, motherfucker.” Gerard’s breath was hot. “You know you want to.”
He said it like he was asking Frank to jerk him off.
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03 Apr 2026
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Being a paranormal investigator wasn't as exciting as it sounded.
Most of the time, Frank was walking around checking out cold spots or trying and failing to talk to spirits that weren't actually there, but a case in a Jersey suburb might turn out to be his biggest discovery yet, and one he's the least bit prepared for.
It leaves him no choice but to seek the guidance of a local priest. Frank was used to older, uncompromising sorts when it came to his rare dealings with churches, but Father Way is anything but. His interest in the case isn't strange, but his interest in Frank, however... that makes things complicated.
A dark presence begins to take hold and Frank knows he's in over his head, but he's never abandoned a case before and didn't intend to start now.
He just had to stay alive long enough to see it through.
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16 Mar 2026
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Illi was a damn good kisser (according to most people she’d been with, at least), whilst Frank wasn’t. Well, it wouldn’t be fair to call him bad exactly, more like inexperienced. Hesitant in a way that’d make sense for someone who’d never really done it before.
And maybe that should’ve been cute, endearing even, but all she could think about was how she could fix it. How she could help him.
She shouldn’t even be entertaining the idea; it was dangerous territory, a sure path leading her straight into heartbreak, but the thought had already lodged itself in her brain and refused to leave. She could offer to teach him. Just as friends. Nothing more, nothing less.
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Illi teaches Frank how to kiss.
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18 Dec 2025
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The (Not So) Secret Diary of Illi McMillin by alqhacentauri17
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance (Music Video)
30 Mar 2026
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Sometimes she would rush, throw her clothes onto a dirty pile and run into the bathroom. Tonight, she took her time, even fumbled with the hemband a couple times on purpose. She wanted to know how long it would take for him to stop peeking through the curtain. Illi knew his eyes were glued to her every move, she must have known. Deliberately choosing how much of her pale skin she’d show before disposing of it. Frank couldn’t look away, her curls got looser and were going past her shoulders, the stark contrast made him twitch. Frank wondered how soft her hair would be to touch, he’d pull it aside, breath her in, take a bi—
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Frank is lowkey a stalker and reads Illi's diary. Illi had always loved vampires, luckily Frank was one.
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17 Dec 2025