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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Right now, all he knew was that he was coveting an unnameable thing. Well, not unnameable. He knew it because it had lived alongside him for so long. He knew it because it had carved its shape into his bones at a young age and nestled there. It only woke up when everything started falling apart. The video, Montreal, Roger fucking Crowell. Everything circled back to those events. An endless taunt wrapping around Shane’s body. He had failed Ilya in those moments. Hadn’t thought about what could have happened; instead he lost himself when he should have been present. He had lost control and now there was a scar, burning across his vision like the end of the fucking world. As he cut vegetables for dinner, as he breathed around his clenching stomach he felt a small part of that control seep back into his skin. He could breathe, if only for a moment. And if he could put those moments together, maybe he could feel whole again.

    Or; Shane Hollander has an eating disorder

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    26 Mar 2026

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    26 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shane Hollander is Canada’s golden boy of hockey — disciplined, media-trained, and permanently scheduled down to the minute.

    So when his parents surprise him with a “relaxing” vacation at a Texas dude ranch, he’s less than thrilled.

    Dust. Cattle. Sweltering heat.

    And then there’s Ilya Rozanov — ranch hand and all around horse/cattle/dog whisperer.

    Somewhere between mending fences, learning to ride, and getting thoroughly outmatched by a man in cowboy boots, Shane discovers that maybe there’s more to life than hockey.

    And maybe falling in love was never part of the plan — but Texas heat does strange things to a man.

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    26 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 84

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    For centuries two souls have been reborn.

    Achilles always rises into greatness.
    Patroclus always stands beside him.

    And in every lifetime Patroclus dies for Achilles.

    In this life they are reborn again.

    Achilles remembers.

    Patroclus does not.

    So Achilles chooses the only thing he believes might change the ending.

    He refuses to let Patroclus love him.

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    26 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Everyone in the NHL wants Shane Hollander. Maybe that should make Ilya feel proud, accomplished, even. Because he's the only one who has ever really had him. The only one who will.
    But really, it only seems to piss him off. Make him possessive.
    Shane kind of likes that.

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    25 Mar 2026