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    “I hate that I’m number one with everyone, but never with you.”

    He’s talking before thinking, now, and that never happens. He always thinks several times before opening his mouth, always measured, always collected. What is happening in the backseat of this car? He feels like he’s a man possessed.

    Carlos squints his eyes, and the words flow out of his mouth easily. Why do they always come out of his mouth so easily?

    “You’re number one to me, always,” Carlos says.

     

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    Jannik is sad after losing Roland Garros. Carlos helps.

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    09 Jun 2025

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    As if he knows Cristian’s thinking of him, Heungmin mumbles something and shifts so that his shirt rides up just a little. Cristian tugs it down anyway, the tips of his fingers skirting across the exposed skin. Heungmin blinks up at him, sleepy. He doesn’t say anything, just puts his hand over Cristian’s and keeps it on the soft patch of his belly as he dozes off again.

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    Taking care of Heungmin comes easily to Cristian.

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    19 Jan 2025

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    Getting knocked out of the Euros by a last minute winner is a bit of a kick in the teeth, but having the captain of that team being your younger, irritating, work colleague made the whole ordeal ten times worse.

    Or, Andy is on the brink of a meltdown when he decides he needs a cigarette, seems he isn’t the only one.

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    01 Jan 2025

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    “It was a good hattrick,” Levi tells him. “Half an hour.”

    “Twenty-nine minutes,” Cole reminds him.

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    05 Jul 2024

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    “Where did you get them?”

    “Online,” said Jude, taking the case from Gavi’s loose grip and zipping it back up. It was heavier than you’d first assume. “Wasn’t about to see Jude Bellingham buys arse plugs at the local sex store on every newspaper.”

    The flat-out admission of what they were had Gavi’s pupils dilating further. “But…” he began, licking his lips. “Why?”

    Now this was the hard part. It had been difficult enough as is to come to terms with this desire he’d developed for himself. Admitting it to Gavi would make it even more real than it already was.

     

    You’ve had sex with him a million times. He’s the last person who’d ever care. He’s probably—

     

    “I want you to fuck me,” Jude said in one breath.

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    the one where Jude bottoms for Gavi for the first time

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    16 Feb 2024