ImNotEvenHere47
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"Love had no place in the life of the Ash people, but it managed to imbed itself firmly in Tire'ya's heart for Varang. Infatuation, maybe. Lust, she was sure. And after years at the woman’s side? A real sense of concern. Care. Yearning, even if the tsahik did not return it.
So when the false Na'vi named Quaritch came with the promise of power, of fire— when he wormed himself into Varang's line of sight and then her bed— Tire'ya was jealous."
Or:
Mangkwan OC is Varang's prostitute and gets real pissed when Quaritch enters the picture so she gets her woman back by flirting with someone else whoohooo
Smut will be in 2nd chapter trust 🙏
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I never was very good, I haven't been so good by ImNotEvenHere47
Fandoms: Avatar (Cameron Movies)
21 Jan 2026
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...And he does not know if it was Payakan’s banishment— a part of him, torn away– that tips the scale in his heart or if it was his father's words that broke him but either way he is certain
of his decision to die and sink into it again. To return his borrowed energy.Lo’ak will pull the trigger and shoot himself through the head and by the time the hour has passed, the water lapping at his knees now will have claimed him and he will be free of this.
(Or: Lo'ak doesn't throw away the gun that night, but manages to survive his shot against all odds. Everyone comes to know what he did. How will his parents react to it? How will Lo'ak feel, having failed his attempt? And is there a way to heal after such an occurrence- not just his body, but his mind, soul and relationship with his father?
I have a ton of painful feelings and hurt / comfort planned. I've loved all the fics on this so far... and here it is my way!)
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With the Lights Turned Down and my Roommate Gone by ImNotEvenHere47
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
16 Oct 2025
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He talked for a long time after, rambling absentmindedly about his day, and Dazai was entirely content to listen quietly and offer the occasional teasing remark every now and then. It was nice. Hearing Chuyya again was soothing… but at some point his mood shifted from one of affection to something darker. Needy. Vile. He didn't even realize it himself until Chuyya paused to stretch, humming a soft groan through Dazai's shitty speaker, and something leapt in his stomach. Shit, that- he felt strange. Lightheaded.
Or: Dazai likes Chuuya's voice a biiiit too much- and Chuuya finds out. Stuff happens the next day when he gets home. Title from 'Wet' by Dazey and the Scouts
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- Part 3 of Soukoku Songfics
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"Honey, don't feed me: I will come back" by ImNotEvenHere47
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Sep 2025
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Dazai is at Chuyya's doorstep again.
He knows this as soon as he hears the knock- its 12 am. No one else ever knocks at 12 am, but Dazai? He does. Every week, with no real pattern, but his appearance has become a constant thing, an occurrence Chuuya can't seem to escape. It's his fault, he knows, because each time he answers. There is a mundanity to it, a kind of ritual they're both used to. Chuuya will open the door. He probably shouldn't. But he will.
Dazai never has to wait long.
(A study of Dazai and Chuyya's relationship to the theme of Hozier's 'It Will Come Back")
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- Part 2 of Soukoku Songfics
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Drugs and alcohol this time, Dazai decided. He peeled himself from the ground with intention- to die. Despite all his failed attempts, all the times he'd opened his eyes in the hospital, each was made with the firm belief that he would not survive it. He stepped to his feet, strode silently across his apartment and chased a handful of Xanax with a bottle of whiskey expecting nothing but death.
(Dazai attempts to kill himself again and Chuuya finds him unconscious on the kitchen floor. Hurt-comfort and angst ensue, but its inspired by Mitski's "Brand New City".)
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- Part 1 of Soukoku Songfics
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☆ A bunch of Soukoku inspired by songs to make me write ☆
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Just Seven Minutes by orphan_account
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
23 Oct 2025
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“Waddaya wanna do?”
“Talk.”
‘Hikaru’ smiles, “About what?”
Yoshiki presses his back to the closet door, “Why're ya asking me?”
“...‘Cause I don't really wanna talk.”
Yoshiki, Maki, Yuuki, and Asako spend the night at 'Hikarus' house and decide seven minutes in heaven would be a fun game to pass the time. But when Yoshiki and 'Hikaru' take things too far, there's nothing left to do but feel.
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29 Oct 2025
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The end of the world fucking blows. Honestly, it couldn’t possibly get any worse.
And then it does when Chuuya’s stupid upstairs neighbor crashes through the ceiling of his shitty apartment with a noose around his neck, the other end tethered to a cheap chandelier and a hunk of drywall.
“Who the fuck are you?” Chuuya gasped, kicking at the gangly heap of a man atop the wreckage of his coffee table ghostly with plaster dust.
“Osamu Dazai.” The man offered his hand amiably, ignoring the horrified expression on the redhead’s face.
Chuuya shrank away from the hand as if it was roadkill. “Well… get the FUCK out of my apartment, Osamu Dazai,” he spat, recoiling onto his couch.
Turns out the end of the world is a slow burn, accompanied by a soundtrack of oldies and Frank Sinatra.
And of course there is only one bed.
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14 Oct 2025
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It started with the clocks. They stopped working. They froze. Dazai knows time still exists. He knows. But somehow, he's ended up a prisoner of the Russian whose hands bring death to all but the one man who craves it, and he can't figure out how he got there.
Fyodor says it's because they're in his reality; Dazai doesn't believe it. But the longer Fyodor tortures him, the more he forgets who he was and becomes who he must be: a sinner, subject to the punishment Fyodor brings.
...And just when he starts to give in, something strange happens.
Or, Dazai is Fyodor's sick hobby until Fyodor accidentally feels something, too.
Read at your own risk. Includes extreme and graphic depictions of trauma, violence, rape, and psychological abuse. (But with a satisfying ending, I promise)
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30 Sep 2025
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Crimson Bloom by AbsolutelyMullered
Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies), Twilight
19 Jul 2025
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“…You don’t get to decide what I’m meant to be,” she said quietly.
Bella smiled like a wolf.
“Not yet.”
And something in Alice—the part of her that had never quite fit inside the Cullen mold—ached in answer.
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31 Aug 2025
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They called this a recovery ward. Fyodor called it purgatory. It was all very... orderly.
He didn’t mind the order. What unnerved him was the silence. And worse than silence, the absence of interesting company.
Until the morning the new patient arrived.
He’d seen his fair share of broken things in this place. But none of them had a name that made the staff lower their voices. Dazai Osamu.
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26 Aug 2025