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    Castiel is changed too, now even more fundamentally. Michael had looked at him and said, “You can come with us or you can stay, but if you stay, then you stay.”

    Dean had looked at him and said, with a hitch to his breath, “Cas, please stay with us. With me.”

    It hadn’t been any kind of a choice at all.

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    05 Nov 2025

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    Castiel’s hunger isn’t love. This can’t be, possibly. He’s an angel. They don’t have human feelings, human needs. This is Famine twisting their profound bond into something else.

    Even if Dean is beautiful.

    Even if Castiel could spend forever to stare at his soul, with tiring of it.

    Even if he found himself regretting more than once to have turned down his offer, and wondering how it’d be to have Dean this very way.

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    Companion piece of A taste of stars and stormy night

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    04 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Your offer. Does it still stand?”

    “My... offer?”

    “That day, before Raphael. You offered me... I changed my mind.”

    Dean should tell Cas it’s not the answer. If he was less selfish, he would. But... isn’t Cas allowed to make that kind of mistake after thousands of years being a perfect soldier and a dutiful son? After having believed even when the whole world turned their back on his dad?

    Dean longs to be this mistake. He’d be nice about it.

    (It’s the only way he can have him... and it’s okay.)

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    04 Nov 2025

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    Sam finally enrolled to Stanford. It's the new beginning he has always dreamt of. He's free of his family and their lifestyle... Or so he thought. His roommate, Castiel, is the most annoying person he met, and he doesn't want to ruin his college experience by complaining about his roommate to anyone.

    So, when Dean calls, he picks up his phone. He really needs to vent to someone.

    Dean thinks Castiel isn't that bad. Quite the contrary. The guy is interesting. He just hates to keep his opinions to himself.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    The first time she meets him, he's nothing more than an almost-missed appointment. 

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    Dean is silent for a long, tense moment, then he gruffly says, "It's not for banishing the angels. It's to summon them. So, it doesn't—it's not to get rid of 'em, but to draw 'em in." 

    Mitzi can't help but glance up at him at that. His voice is so heavy with so much unexplained pain, and she doesn't understand why, or what angels have to do with it. She knows religion can impact people. She's very aware that it can get complicated, and that it can be a huge source of pain for someone, but Dean sounds grievously wronged, somehow, as if it's a truly personal thing. 

    She pushes through, focusing back on her job, clearing her throat before murmuring, "Well, I guess we all want angels to visit us sometimes." 

    "Just the one," Dean mumbles. 

    "Your guardian angel?" Mitzi asks. 

    Dean breathes out, "Something like that. As close to one as an angel will ever get." 

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