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After Gadreel kills Kevin, Dean and Cas track him down, and, with Crowley's help, get Sam to expel Gadreel from his body. But Sam was vessel to Metatron's Second in Command, and, therefore, has seen and heard vital information regarding the Scribe of God's plans. Unwilling to leave such information in the hands of someone as resourceful, and skilled as Sam Winchester, Metatron sets out to ensure that what Sam learned as a vessel, remains out of the hands of his enemies. Dean and Castiel, on the other hand, just want Sam back, safe and sound, and out of the clutches of dickbag angels who don't know Dean's number one rule- don't mess with Sam. But Metatron has other enemies, including other angels, and a rising faction of Hell, led by Abaddon, who would also love to get their hands on someone with Sam's inside knowledge, putting the youngest Winchester on everyone's Wish List.
And Gadreel... well, Gadreel has always wanted one thing. Redemption. But will he find it with Metatron? Or is the key to his redemption in the hands of human, one who knows what it is like to fall because of Lucifer... and also how to rise again?
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19 Nov 2025
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What was the importance of a soulmate, to someone without a soul? If Dean swore this version of Sam was not his brother, despite all the evidence, then why continue to act like he was?
“You don’t have to protect me anymore.” Sam said, matter of fact.
Broad shoulders went still, Dean’s back rigid and stiff. “Yes I do.”
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Tucked away in the bathroom that morning, Sam resolved he still couldn’t fully recognize himself. He practiced a smile in the mirror, squinted his eyes and scrunched his nose, the way he naturally used to.
With everything stripped away, no sense of self, Sam realized that there was nothing else left inside.
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TLDR; Sam sees the world a little differently without a soul.
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18 Nov 2025
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"Why? You gonna hate me any less? Am I gonna hate myself any less?"
"You'll never punish me as much as I'm punishing myself"Set after 5.04 The end.
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“Sam”
His brother’s voice put his brain’s self-pity party on hiatus.
“Yeah?”
Dean looked at him with a little concern and another expression he couldn’t quite place. “You okay, man?”
Again, Sam almost laughed. “Yeah, I’m fine”He's not. He's really not.
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07 Sep 2025
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Sam drops off the grid when Dean tells him to pick a hemisphere and falls into the cage six months ahead of schedule.
That’s not the worst part. The worst part is the terrifying horseman who jailbreaks him just to shove an infernal crown on Sam's head.
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The Boy King is crowned at last.
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01 Sep 2025
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AU of Season 9. Dean never leaves the bunker after 9x10. A hunt that ends in an unexpected ambush by Abaddon leads to the brother's needing to deal with more than their communication
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The title of this and the name of the chapters are inspired by Caitlyns Sieht's poem "Start Here".
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06 Jul 2025