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The Ancient Arcane Mage's Bride by ItsAstoat
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
11 Apr 2026
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A hundred years after the devastation of both Piltover and Zaun, Viktor has been living on the fringes of what is left of the society too stubborn to leave the ruined valley. Tied to the Anomaly, Viktor is not only a mage now, but an immortal one at that. The sins of his past are his alone to carry in his solitude, until the day he can convince the people's still living close to where the Anomaly was last seen, to move so he can destroy it-- and with it end his long life.
Despite his isolation and refusal to get close to people ever again, a nearby Village has heralded him as their god. To appease him, every five years they leave an offering of a beautiful young maiden. Yet every time Viktor cuts them loose and tells them to go home. That is, until a certain tribute is given to him on the brink of death, a strange illness ravaging her lungs. Unable to turn away someone so obviously needing his help to live, Viktor takes her in and begins to attempt to heal her as best he can without resorting to using the Arcane.
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Will Viktor be able to heal the woman without the use of his magic?
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Being forgotten was once my biggest fear.
Now that I'm fading away, it doesn't feel as cold or lonely as I thought it would.
I feel warm. At peace.
Salty and Sweet. Waves lap at the sand. Red and gold. Laughter.
It was a good existence.
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I Kinda Wanna Be More Than Friends by ItsAstoat for goddammitsky
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
22 Dec 2017
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Marco is pining for his best friend Jean, and he's pining hard. Not sure if he should give up on his feelings because Jean is in love with Mikasa. He seeks out Armin for guidance, and when he can't find the help he needs, he is forced to look inside himself and discover what truly matters. His heart, or Jean's?
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Saving Jean Kirschtein (from himself) by ItsAstoat
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
09 Jul 2017
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On a cold, January morning Trost High learns of the sudden and untimely death of Marco Bodt. The nicest, happiest class mate any one could ask for-- the kind of kid who would hang out with the school's delinquent outcast, Jean Kirschtein. The two had been best friends, after all, much to the confusion of every teacher and student attending Trost High. When Armin Arlert, smartest kid in his AP English class, decides to keep tabs on Jean after the death of his best friend, he finds out he signed up for more than he originally thought. Through the course of a strange and budding friendship, Armin discovers a dark past and present that Jean has lived through. Cutting, Burning. Starving himself or making himself puke, there seems to be no end to the punishments Jean inflicts upon himself. The question, is why? Will Armin's friendship be enough to save Jean Kirschtein from himself?
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To be Loyal of Hands and Mouth by ItsAstoat for auxprouvaires
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
20 Dec 2016
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Marco is a simple Knight, guardian of the innermost Wall and an unlikely friend to the Prince. On a blistery winter night, fire and wine coax out secrets from both Knight and Prince. There's is a forbidden friendship, and with the way Jean keeps branding Marco with intense, and watchful eyes, perhaps it will become something much more.
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Ominis Gaunt cannot see, but he can feel.
He can feel the tall thickets of grass outside of his Aunt Noctua's house, now his for the summer. He can feel the sand down by the beach, the water of the tide pools, the overgrown ivy in Noctua's beloved garden. Most importantly, he can feel the gentle brush of his house guest's hand against his as they take their daily walk.
He fears that he may feel much, much more for his new house guest.
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14 Sep 2026
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After stumbling across her for the first time in the Moondrop cafe by his apartment a few years ago Viktor has a hard time accepting that his fascination with the young scientific illustrator is anything other than fleeting curiousity in her work. After all, Viktor doesn't have time to indulge in romance- does he?
However, Jayce isn't afraid to try to help out his emotionally constipated friend in the love department.
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20 Jul 2026
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She’s so nervous that her breath catches in her lungs and doesn’t come back out, from her side she can hear Viktor’s foot tapping a frantic rhythm against the tiles. Without even thinking it through, her hand finds his and grabs it tight. He doesn’t pull back, if anything he holds hers even tighter. The question rises once again, unbidden. What are we?
AKA: She works with Viktor for seven years, she is in love with him for five of them.
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12 Jul 2026
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Playlist for When Your Boyfriend Stops Breathing by SunsetPlums
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
16 May 2025
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He pictures the funeral sometimes.
He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.
He pictures swallowing them himself.
Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.
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11 Mar 2026
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You are down absolutely apocalyptic for your childhood friend's roommate, Viktor. After a few drinks and a few intrusive questions, you discover that Viktor is a virgin. When he asks you to teach him how to kiss, things spiral out of control until you're showing him much, much more.
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03 Mar 2026