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    She wants him so badly her teeth ache. She’ll never say it out loud. It will eat her alive. One day, when she dies and a pathologist cracks her chest (nipples to navel is no man’s land), they’ll see a heart calcified with the weight of these fatal fantasies. It would make an excellent case study, she thinks, ruefully. They’ll write articles about her– 29-year-old female, South Asian, presented as healthy but upon further examination, was deeply ill. Poor, poor Samira Mohan, besotted with her handsome, brooding, married attending. She died how she lived– desperate, wanting, and alone.

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    Or, Samira has a crush. But that's putting it lightly.

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    05 Oct 2026

  2. Rec 21

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    “I was relaxing. Enjoying the view, as one does.”

    “Sure.” She lets the syllable drag on. “Well,” she says, reaching to fix the other side of her bikini bottom—she can’t have her tan develop crookedly—“I won’t stop you. From enjoying the view.”

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    or, chapter 5 of the mohabbot honeymoon series

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    02 Oct 2026

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    The Pittsburgh Fire Department stops by PTMC, flirting with Samira and pushing a jealous Jack to his limit.

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    02 Oct 2026

  4. Rec 73

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    Jack’s finalizing handover with Robby at the hub when the call goes off. As with everything in the ED, signs of distress are met with a calm focus that lends itself to years of experience. The room doesn’t flinch. Jack looks at Dana, who casually looks up at the board and shoves her pen into her scrub pocket.

    “I thought Mohan took Central 9.”

    What follows is a chain reaction of events.

    There’s a cry for help. It’s more like a scream and the sound of it is shocking enough to break through the controlled chaos of the department, because it’s not one of pain or grief; it’s terror. It makes the hair on Jack’s neck stand up as he jerks his head towards it, a hard feat for a man who has witnessed some of the worst things a person could imagine and lived with the PTSD of it. In that second, everything splinters. Jack’s feet are already moving towards Central 9, Robby and Langdon sprinting close behind. He spots Ahmad, running at speed across the corridor, and it’s the adrenaline that helps block the pain signals to his brain where his prosthesis meets his limb as his feet pound the floor.

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    02 Oct 2026

  5. Rec 21

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    Jack wants to bury himself in her body, wants to wrap himself in her brain. Jack wants to know what’s under that robe.

    He does his best not to beg. “Show me?”

     

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    Or, chapter 4 of the mohabbot honeymoon series

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    01 Oct 2026