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    Shane Hollander is stupid.

    Ilya didn’t know what Shane saw in him, but you can't just fall for a man you barely met. You can't just fall so deep and so quickly.

    Shane looked at him like devotion came naturally, like getting hurt was a price he was willing to pay. Ilya wanted to protect him from being hurt at all costs. But what if he was the one who did it?

    Shane went first in the draft, and then threw it away by choosing Ottawa.
    A bad team. A losing future. No Cups. No real rivalry.
    Ilya didn’t understand the decision. He refused to.

    Or.

    Shane got his second chance. This time, he refused to wait for years to get his Ilya. He had to take him fast, before depression or any other crap got him. But if he touched the timeline wrong—if anything went off-script—what did it cost?

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Finally, Shane lifts his eyes from the computer screen. He removes his glasses, a move that Ilya silently mourns, and sets them aside. Shane's eyes are duller than usual, and the tiniest bit bloodshot. His cheeks are flush in a way that is not fun and sexy but reads more fever and germs.

    He looks so tired.

    “You, and do not take this the wrong way, look like shit.”

    “Fuck off, Rozanov!”

    Or, Shane gets sick when Ilya visits and Ilya takes care of him.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Scott Hunter steps out of his room at exactly the wrong time at the 2017 All Star Game and stumbles upon a secret he wasn't supposed to know. But sometimes it helps to know you aren't alone. And sometimes it's easier to be brave for other people than for yourself.

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    “Lucky me, two big gay confessions in one night,” Ilya said with a snort. Shane nudged him with his shoulder pointedly. He did not need Ilya escalating the situation.

    “You could try to be nice for once in your life, asshole,” Hunter said. He was looking at them now. Well, at Ilya. Glaring at Ilya. And maybe, Shane thought, that was better than the haunted look he’d been wearing before.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    If anyone looked back on the game, there was nothing out of the ordinary. Nothing remarkable. No unnecessary hits, no checking that was a little too close to the line, no chirps that crossed the line. It was a normal game. Just a freak accident in early January took Shane out of the season for eight weeks.

    Shane is injured during a game and has to face eight weeks recovering. Ilya is worried and makes the best of the situation caring for his husband.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    “I think he does have someone,” Hayden admits quietly.

    Jackie looks up at him then, her brows furrowed in surprise. “Why do you think that?”

    Hayden shrugs. “He texts a certain girl quite often. Has been for years, although I’m not sure when it started.”

    Jackie lets out a huff. “Why have you never told me this before? You’ve even let me set him up with some of my friends?”

    “I kinda thought it wasn't anything serious for a while. But I feel like they’ve been texting for so long now, she must mean more to him than I initially thought.”

    “What do you know about her? Tell me everything!” Jackie squeals excitedly.

    “I don’t know a lot really. Her name is Lily, and I suspect she lives in or near Boston.”

    Jackie raises her eyebrows questioningly. “Why do you think that?”

    “Because there hasn’t been a game in Boston that he hasn’t been entranced by his phone in the locker room pre game, and he always disappears for a couple of hours when we’re there.”

    “Oh my god, what if she’s a Raiders fan!” Jackie chuckles. “That would be hilarious!”

    Or the one where Hayden discovers more about Lily's indentity than he wants, until he finds out he was wrong all along.

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    15 Mar 2026