7 Bookmarks by Just_fxck_it

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  1. Rec 46

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    Living with Chuuya Nakahara has always made life easier for Osamu Dazai. In a home carefully built around Dazai’s blindness, Chuuya makes sure he never feels fragile, turning every corner into safety and every routine into comfort. But one careless morning changes everything. A dropped piece of laundry, one wrong turn, and Dazai stumbles into shattered glass, left bleeding and disoriented in a house that was supposed to protect him. As Dazai struggles to explain himself through the pain, he’s met not with anger—but with Chuuya’s silence, and the sound of his boyfriend breaking apart at the sight of the person he swore to keep safe.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Wabi Sabi: beauty in imperfection

    When Chuuya moves into a new high school, he finds himself intrigued by the brunette in the wheelchair. Unfortunately for him, being friends with the brunette may not be that simple.

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    17 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    “I would say you haven’t changed a bit, but evidently, you have.” His gaze lingers far too long on Dazai’s body, as if mentally undressing him with wine-drunk eyes.
    Dazai wants to vomit.
    “Are you implying something?”
    “Not at all,” a sneer, “simply observing.”
    “Right. And what might that observation be?”
    A smirk, “Enjoy the rest of your lunch, Osamu.”
    --
    Or, Dazai and recovery and relapse and that complicated space in between.

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    21 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 92

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    Dazai almost has a breakdown but he deals with it. In an extremely unhealthy way.

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    11 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    Twelve-year-old Osamu Dazai, severely depressed and openly suicidal, had been hospitalized for the past two months in one of Tokyo’s most prestigious rehabilitation centers—owned by his own father. The fact that his older siblings also worked there only worsened things, stripping him of what little privacy he had left. His life was lonely, colorless, and painfully controlled.

    Until someone walked through the wrong door.

    “Hey.” Dazai’s voice sounded unfamiliar even to his own ears. It had been a long time since he’d spoken to anyone. “This room’s taken, you’re in the wrong place.”

    Chuuya’s eyes shifted toward the dark-haired boy. The defiant blue in his gaze softened into something more hesitant. “…Needles,” the child finally said. His voice was quiet, almost a whisper, as he tucked his face further between his knees. “They were going to give me an injection.”

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    Aka. Newly admitted to the hospital and running purely on survival instinct, Chuuya panics and accidentally stumbles into the room of Osamu Dazai, a suicidal menace and the rest is history.

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    11 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 9

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    After getting saved by Mori at the age of 14, Dazai learns that no, it’s not usual to feel like some part of your body doesn't belong to you, nor is it usual to feel better when someone calls you by the wrong pronoun. Long story short : he finds out he’s a trans.

    And, well, life gets interesting when you gotta show the world who you truly are.

    This is a series of one-shots about Dazai Trans experience throughout the years. This is also an AU, although I’ll try to keep the timeline canon compliant, the character might not act as they would in canon and their relationship might differ.

    Day 1 : First time binding /packing/tucking | “You like how it looks ?” | Pride
    Day 2: Dressing up | “Who cares what they say?” | Hair cuts/Hair growth
    Day 4: Canon divergence | “What do we have here?” | Periods
    Day 5: Found Family | “You are who you are.” | Pregnancy
    Day 6: Top surgery /Bottom surgery | “I love you.” | Retribution
    Day 7: Free day! (Morning cuddle | “Thank you for being here.”)

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    11 Jan 2026

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    “He thinks I have stigmata,” Frank said, because what the fucking hell, it couldn’t get any worse. He might as well just lay it out.

    “Oh, well,” said Brian into his hands. “Of course.”

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    19 Dec 2025

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