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Sequel to So High School...
Ilya is ready to start his season with Montreal, he knows that he should be happy, he has everything he has ever dreamed of, his career, his family. But he hates how hard it is for him. But he's trying, he knows with his dads and Shane that everything will be okay, but knowing it and believing it are two different things.
[Warnings: Homophobic bullying, references to suicide, depression,]
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- Part 2 of Long Live The Walls We Crashed Through
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20 Jan 2026
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Maybe Shane shouldn’t have done it in the first place.
He shouldn’t have told the bastard his room number that day after the shower. He shouldn’t have stepped into that shower room at all.
Because now he’s practically ruined his life and career. He can’t tell anyone but worse, he wants to keep the baby. His and Ilya Rozanov’s baby.Bookmarked by Jzh
19 Jan 2026
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note to self: trust your gut by ur_worst_nitemare
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, more heated rivalry than game changers but tagging both just in case ngl
15 Jan 2026
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“Oh- excuse me sir- Damn it…” Shane muttered. It wasn’t out of the ordinary for cab drivers to sometimes pass this particular drop off point. It was slightly out of the way, not enough to attract attention but enough that nobody had to worry.
“Sir.” The driver remained silent, continuing to move along the road and moving further and further away from where he needed to be, “Sir, if you could just drop me off here-”
“I heard you, Mr. Hollander.” Shane felt himself grow worried at the sinisterish tone in the driver’s voice, but tried to brush it off. The drivers hired to pick them up from these things often worked long hours 7 days a week, so it was entirely possible the poor guy was just a little exhausted.
“Uh, if you could just drop me off then, that’d be wonderful.”
“That won’t be necessary, Mr. Hollander,” the driver tipped his hat up in the mirror and his face was revealed more clearly. And that’s when Shane saw it. That face. The face that had been haunting him and Ilya for several months.
“Y-you’re not- how, but you’re not-”
“That’s right, Mr. Hollander, I’m not.”
Fuck. He was so screwed.
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19 Jan 2026
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I Already Chose You by Hollanov_jayvik
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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Four years after walking away, Ilya Rozanov is still in love with Shane Hollander and it’s killing him.
Shane chose stability. Ilya chose distance. Neither chose each other.
When a wedding, a letter, and a hospital room force the truth into the open, both men have to face what they lost… and whether love returned too late can still be enough.
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- Part 1 of I Already Chose You (Hanahaki)
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19 Jan 2026
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We Make Good Things by FyrestoneSiren
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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Ilya pressed closer. “You fold their clothes,” he said roughly. “You skate with me. You carry our children and fight for them and I-” He broke off, swallowing. “There is no word in Russian. Not good enough.”
Shane turned slowly in his arms. They were close now. Too close. But still not enough.
He reached up, cupped Ilya’s jaw with one hand. “You don't have to have a word,” he said. “You love me. I know.”
Ilya’s eyes darkened. “Yes. I am walked.
Shane grinned, amused and aroused in equal measure. “Oh yeah?”
“Yes. You… make me fetch oat milk. And remember recycling. And vacuum couch crumbs. I am the captain of National team, but in our home I am…” he shrugged, mock-suffering. “I am whipped. Like cream.”
Shane snorted this time, eyes bright in adoration to Ilya and his usage of new English slang. Shane reached for the hem of Ilya’s shirt and tugged him forward. His voice was light but knowing. “And yet you still think you’re the lucky one.”
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- Part 1 of Good Things Trilogy
Bookmarked by Jzh
19 Jan 2026