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    Some nights were, naturally, worse than others.

    Nights where Frank laid in bed for so long, staring at the ceiling, that it made his heart start to race with anxiety and his back ache and ache and ache no matter how he positioned himself. Nights where his thoughts spiraled out into worst-case-scenarios that seemed so vivid and inevitable that he would have to get up and go to the bathroom, just to turn the light on and look at himself in the mirror to remember what was actually real.

    Those were the nights when he wanted the pills again the most: alone in his guest bedroom, trying to wring sleep out of his body like the last few drops of water out of a dirty dishcloth.

    He tried not to call Mel on nights like that. He did not always succeed.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “I was wondering… No.” She shook her head as if the motion would help make it clearer. “I want to ask you if you’d like to be more in charge… of me… during sex.” It was more a statement than a question, but there. She had said it.

    Mel is interested in being a submissive. Frank is interested in anything Mel might ever want.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “We’ve received a report of a mass casualty incident by Penn Station,” Abbot said frankly, one hand hanging off his bulky vest. “The city’s asked that we send a team to the scene to respond.”
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    Or: a train accident episode.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Frank is one year sober.

    Characteristically, he spends most of the day at work. Nearing the end of Frank's shift, the realization of today's significance hits him and he suddenly doesn't want to go back to his apartment.

    A quick conversation with Mel in the break room fixes more than one issue.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    "I think it’s not about other people’s trust in you. It’s more about if you trust yourself.”

    Frank trusts himself with a lot of things—saving a patient’s life, taking care of his kids, calling someone when he’s craving benzos. But with Mel? She’s so rare, so precious. How could he ever trust himself with that?

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    10 Jun 2026