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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Haunted by the shadows from his past as a former addict and the choices he once made to survive, Akaashi Keiji has spent years trying to heal from a friendship he never expected to lose. Now rebuilding his life in Tokyo with the help of his fiercely loyal roommate, Iwaizumi Hajime, Akaashi believes he’s left his past behind. Yet when a message arrives from Bokuto Koutarou, the best friend who abandoned him a decade ago, everything he’s fought to overcome resurfaces. Forced to confront memories of their fractured friendship, Akaashi is drawn back into a painful history neither of them could fully leave behind.

    Meanwhile, Iwaizumi wrestles with his own remnants of trauma as his past re-emerges in the form of Oikawa, his charismatic best friend who, despite years of distance, still lingers painfully in his memory.

    Together, all four men search for forgiveness and the courage to rebuild from what’s broken.

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    01 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    “My school life was alright, I mean kids were assholes, but I was fairly liked. I played volleyball, and was captain my 3rd year. It was difficult at times because I can be incredibly childish and sensitive at times but I always had someone to keep me in check. I had plenty of friends even if we did have rough starts. Things were overall great, same thing for college.”

    The lady hummed and noted things down on a clipboard. Then looked back up at Koutarou.

    “So then Bokuto-san, tell me why exactly you’re here.”

    Koutarou finally met his therapist's eyes.

    “My best friend Akaashi Keiji tried to kill himself 3 months ago.”

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    Bokuto Koutaou was always a happy-go-lucky kind of guy, until one event turned his life completely upside down.

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    31 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    After the events of Akaashi's failed suicide attempt, he decides to move to the coast in hopes of a better recovery. And when he discovers a lighthouse just down the shore of the beach, he finds a lone lighthouse keeper welcoming him to town. In his attempts to recover Akaashi and Bokuto grow closer, facing the restless tides together.

     

    OR: Akaashi and Bokuto fall in love slowly as Akaashi struggles to cope with his depression and frequents therapy. This fic is filled with fluff, angst, and thoughtful therapy talk. Based on my experience with depression, as well as research I've done online and through others. Please read the tags. There is a happy ending and it does happen in this fic.

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    31 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    Sports reporter Akaashi Keiji always does a good job unless he goes to a Black Jackals match. He gets nervous and stutters because he has a crush, and it's Bokuto Koutarou, a star player.

    Every viewer is aware of this fact and secretly longs for Akaashi to be noticed.

    The moment arrives when Bokuto gives special interviews for his thirtieth birthday.

    Akaashi becomes shy and blushes, and it's a whole mess that amuses Bokuto. The volleyball star steals a piece of paper and a pen. He gives it to Akaashi and says, "Please call me soon." 

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    29 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Suntrecho. A biblical term that in Hebrew means to run together. It can also mean to course together or travel, and in other translations stands for pushing two things so close together that they are a whole and no pieces can fall away.

    For Keiji and Kōtarō, the day-after-day of life did seem to run together, not in a bad way necessarily, but the couple had fallen into their routine. Kōtarō had run head-first into his volleyball career, and Keiji was still ever adjusting to the chaotic schedule in the editing department. Was it hard? Sure, but the pair was happy.

    They were a bonded pair, mated, in love from the moment they met. Nothing could ever break them apart.

    But sometimes the universe isn't trying to test your bond, but set a new course for your lives together. The two of them may have been okay with one life change, but navigating two of them? It wasn’t going to be easy, but life never is. But something they were sure of: their love can conquer all.

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    28 May 2026