Kohumi



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    The solution comes to him suddenly, a belated epiphany after one night of particularly late practice, staring up at the ceiling for so long in the dark that he starts to see shapes in it. It hits him hard, a clean break down the middle, a rupture that shines clarity on all the things he's spent the majority of this time contemplating. This unruly part of him that insists on being right, that denies the truth, that twists itself up into knots trying to adhere to everything he thinks Yeonjun would do– it has to go.

    No one ever hears about the act that starts it all. The pull, the snip, the removal of an undesired scrap. There is only the uncertainty of before, and then the aftermath. And that, too, is slow to catch up with them. 

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Chan is 14 when he arrives in Korea.
    Chan is 15 when he learns what it means to belong.
    Chan is 16 when he feels the pain of being left behind for the first time, but not for the last.
    Chan is 18 when he first looks over a bridge and thinks maybe the fall wouldn't be so bad.
    Chan is 20 when he gathers seven strays together and learns to love again.

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    Chan's seven long years at JYP, told by love and loss and seven kids who slowly worm their way into Chan's heart whether he wants them to or not.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    It starts when they’re in the middle of filming for another To Do episode, reviewing the footage, and one of the staff comments on Soobin’s lack of interaction. Soobin waves it off, because he's always been quiet, it's nothing new.
    That is, until Kai chimes in with a smirk, quipping cheekily, “Yeah, our Soobinie-hyung isn’t the most talkative. Sometimes I forget he’s even there at all!”
    And Soobin's chest suddenly aches.
    (Things Soobin is, things he isn't.)

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    Choi Soobin is a lot of things, but he suddenly starts to realize that maybe a good leader isn't one of them.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    There is a name on his wrist, stark against his skin.

    The black characters are clear and unmistakable: Choi Yeonjun.

    Soobin swears.

    All idols wear soulbands around their wrists to hide their soulmate’s name: as idols there’s an expectation to be single and appear forever-attainable so that their fans can wonder what name is written on their wrist and believe that there’s a chance it could be their own.

    Soobin gave up on a future with a soulmate when he became an idol. He never expected to get a soulmark — and then he did.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Huening Kai had definitely rigged it. That was the only explanation.

    OR: In the midst of Soobin’s hiatus, the members propose a Secret Santa to bring them all together for one night. With time to spare and the holidays already underway, Soobin searches for the best way to say it: that Yeonjun’s name has always been at the top of his wishlist.

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    15 Apr 2026

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