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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    (POST FIGHT)

    Reki and Langa finally made up, but they never properly understood eachother. Reki's jealousy still lingers, his self-hatred didn't disappear, all these emotions Reki thought would go away after making up with Langa stayed and maybe even got worse. Resulting in Reki using unhealthy coping mechanisms to cope with his feelings.

    Langa is falling in love with Reki, while Reki experiences his messy emotions.

    It doesn't take long before everyone else begins to notice the crack in Reki's facade. Reki is now a hollow shell of what he used to be— happy and bright. Reki just can't seem to do it anymore, will anyone save him? Can he save himself?

    In which: Reki goes through jealousy and depression and uses unhealthy coping methods, the people around him begin to notice and worry about him. They all desperately want to help him, but again, Reki self sabotages. He pushes them away because he doesn't know what to do when they get too close— when they see how vulnerable he is. So now what does he do when they don't leave after he pushes them away?

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    26 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    When Reki shows up beaten and bloody, Kojiro learns they have a lot more in common than just skating. Reki learns that not all father figures are bastards, Kojiro opens up about his own painful past, and Kaoru tries to teach both of them that it's okay to ask for help.

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    Reki's father doesn't exist in the show, so I made him a piece of shit, his mom did her best but her best wasn't much, and Reki has never really had anyone take care of him the way he should have. But Joe and Cherry are gonna do their best to fix that.

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    16 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Reki tries to kill himself, thinking that the people around him would be happier that way.

    He couldn't have been more wrong.

     

    Title is from Better Than Me - The Brobecks

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    15 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    “to be with each other not as a quick stolen pleasure, nor as a wild treat but like sunlight, day after day in the regular course of our lives.” - audre lorde

    kaoru & kojiro do the 36 questions.

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    13 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    Trauma was supposed to be this straight-to-the-face blow, an unforgettable, life-shifting moment that came out of nowhere and made a wreckage out of someone's normalcy. But Reki didn't have a moment like that. No sudden loss, no flood, no near-death experience, just a normal life with a loving family and a stable hobby he loved. Some things happened, small things that drizzled throughout his life, but nothing serious, nothing as bad as Miya or Langa's experiences.
    He was a happy kid and nothing in his life changed, so why was he suddenly feeling so... empty?

    Or: Reki diminishing own his emotions and wondering why he's sad.

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    13 Feb 2026