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-- WARNING: Probably very OOC --
˚ʚ Inspired by Needy Streamer Overload ɞ˚19-year-old Osamu Dazai is a total shut in. He spends all day holed up in his room while his older brother, Oda, does his best to coax him out.
Addicted to vaping, cutting, and maxing out his screen time, Dazai has found himself in quite the self-destructive hole. But, through streaming his mental decline for everyone on the internet to see, he meets a new viewer. Username... up0nthetainteds0rr0w. Also known as Chuuya Nakahara.Dazai swears on all he has- he'll meet Chuuya one day.
Only then will he be able to kill himself in peace.
Bookmarked by LLawliet_22
06 Jun 2026
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Skk fic
Super enjoyable read ><
Dazai is a mentally ill streamer who basically cuts and attempts on live every time or smth
Chuuya donates so he doesn't overdoseWaiting on more chuuya and Dazai interactions
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He wasn't sure what had triggered it this time.
Maybe it was the fact that he'd barely had time to sleep this week, or the exhaustion and ache deep in his bones from jumping between mission to mission with little reprieve. Regardless, Chuuya was barely holding himself together these days. All it took was one single glass, one moment caught off guard, for everything to come unraveling at the seams.
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Chuuya is in denial about his classification. All it took was a loud brunette waltzing in to tear down the carefully crafted walls he formed around himself.
Bookmarked by LLawliet_22
06 Jun 2026
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Skk one shot
This was a really enjoyable read,,
Chuuya cracks from the pressure delivered by his job at the port mafia right when Dazai approaches him at night -
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“Oh Chibi! And they say you’re not a romantic!” He lifted the head of some poor dead guy by the hair and pretended to apologize. “Kenta-kun, I know you just told me I can do better. And I know I told you last time was the last time…”
If Chuuya’s memory serves him right, Higa Naoki’s only words to Dazai had been a conjunction of begging and curses. Which were clearly useless, as his blood is currently stringing down from what’s left of his neck.
“And I meant it! Maybe. But what am I supposed to do?” Dazai continues, looking at the floor in mocking shame. He pushes the guts of somebody’s stomach with the front of his shoe before looking at Chuuya, and exaggeratedly flapping his eyelashes in a pathetic appeal for attention. “The sex is just too good!”
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They give each other head amidst the carnage of Double Black.
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Cursed be his foolish heart and his useless emotions. Why of all people was Dazai the person Chuuya had to fall for? Why couldn't he stop yearning for him, for his cocky grin and his firm grip on his wrist, for the nights they had spent together after each mission?
Sitting in silence, or talking, or holding each other until the adrenaline ran out and they both felt real again.or
Chuuya gets drunk, while thinking a little to hard about his ex partner and proceedes to use Yokohama's outskirts as his personal rage room.
Bookmarked by LLawliet_22
02 Jun 2026
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Skk one shot
Cute
Hurt n comfort
Readable
Chuu gets drunk out of frustration at Dazai and accidentally activates corruption in the middle of a storm (spoiiiillerrr: gets saved) -
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Six years of running. Endless motels. Bloody jobs. Stolen mornings.
Dazai and Chuuya have gotten very good at surviving together—and very good at pretending the sex is just another way to blow off steam.
The problem is that Dazai wants more.
And wanting more in their world is the fastest way to die.
Bookmarked by LLawliet_22
30 May 2026
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Skk fic ♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱
Alternate universe - partners in crime (no pm or ada)
Cute
Stupid idiots can't confess to eachother