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I Hate that Gay Boy (but I am Gay as well) by Ladysman69
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
20 Mar 2026
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After years of not being able to reunite the party. Mike, Dustin Lucas and Max plan a summer trip to Wisconsin to visit Will and El. Now Mike has to deal with feelings he has been ignoring for far too long and new feelings of hate towards a perfectly nice boyfriend.
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A small, haft Russian toddler was standing against the shining light of the hallway, door opened into his dads room.
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The Shell Portrait of Annie Cresta. by Ladysman69
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types
19 Mar 2026
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Finnick had always been taken by Annie's beauty. Even when they were children. Finnick only really saw her at school but after the games, Finnick never saw her again.
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- Part 1 of Pictures of Hunger
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A Total Eclipse of the Heart by Ladysman69
Fandoms: Maya y los tres | Maya and the Three (Cartoon)
14 Nov 2025
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What if Maya and Zatz didn't die during the battle with Lord Mitclan? One shot fic
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After their engagement, Ilya and Shane return to Russia under the cover of the Irina Foundation, knowing it may be the last time Ilya ever sets foot there. What waits for him is not closure, but grief, memory, and a past he learned to survive by becoming quiet and hard.
It isn’t about going back to the life he escaped.
It’s about one final goodbye—to the place that shaped him, and to the mother he never stopped missing.With Shane beside him—steady, patient, and fiercely careful—Ilya faces grief he’s spent years surviving, old fear that still lives in his bones, and the quiet truth he’s been avoiding:
some doors don’t close cleanly… but you can still choose how to leave them.This is a story about grief, survival, and choosing a future where home is no longer a place, but a person.
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Bookmarked by Ladysman69
23 Mar 2026
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Antidepressants have one side effect, and that is nosebleeds.
In short, Ilya doesn't know what to do with his boyfriend's concern while he stands over the sink and waits patiently for the blood to stop dripping
Bookmarked by Ladysman69
22 Mar 2026
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RUN.RUN.RUN by kraeuterspaetzle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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"If you’d taken ten seconds longer, I’d have been gone.”
Shane shot a dark look into the rearview mirror.“You were supposed to be gone seventy-five seconds ago,” Ilya replied mockingly. “Or did your watch stop working?”
Damn it.
Caught, Shane answered as calmly as he could. “Setting your car on fire took longer than expected. I miscalculated.” He figured it would be better to lie, than to admit he did in fact hesitate.
Ilya’s grin was unmistakable. Shane could practically feel it. What he couldn’t tell was why it was there. Did Ilya believe him—and find his miscalculation amusing? Or did he not believe him at all?
Ilya didn’t need to know that Shane hadn’t just hesitated to leave him behind—but had seriously considered running back into the woods and risk his own ass for this bastard.
Yakuza x Bratva AU
Bookmarked by Ladysman69
16 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov fucks his right hand man, Shane Hollander.
Bookmarked by Ladysman69
14 Mar 2026
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I'll carry him by windoq
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Svetlana could give Ilya everything Shane could not.
She shared his language, his culture, and knew what it was like living in Russia–she didn’t have to try and learn Russian in secret so if Ilya wanted to just talk freely with her he could. She’d known Ilya his whole life, known his father and brother and, most importantly, his mother–the most precious person to Ilya. She could date Ilya, in public, and it wouldn’t cause a scandal–Ilya wouldn’t have to sacrifice his country to be with her or have to secure citizenship somewhere safe just so that if people found out he wouldn’t get arrested. She could stay with Ilya during the hockey season and share his space–she could get groceries with him and argue with him in the produce aisle about what to make for dinner that week. She could love Ilya, freely, and Shane could not.
In the end it was not about Ilya or even Svetlana at all really. It was about what Shane could not be, what he could not give, to the person he loved most.
OR: Shane and Svetlana meet for the first time and Shane battles with his insecurities.
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- Part 2 of The Boston Year
Bookmarked by Ladysman69
04 Mar 2026

