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   Between My Mind And The Blade by cuddlepunk

   Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   16 Sep 2015

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
   • Ryan Ross
   • Brendon Urie
   • Spencer Smith
   • Suicide
   • Self-Harm
   • Drugs
   • Self-Destruction
   • REALLY BAD SELF HARM
   • like really really bad
   • Self-Hatred
   • Anorexia
   • Bulimia
   • Sleep Deprivation
   • Burns

   Summary

   The flick of a wrist. The edge of bathroom counters. I can feel spiral staircases in my head and slides down my arms. Rivers and streams push through capillaries and veins. It hurts, you know? Slamming cabinets, metallic strings. I’m simply creating a symphony of littering dark reds and pulsing fatty caves, it’s true art. I’m an artist if nothing else.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,172

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   Comments:

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