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    It is easy to imagine, the two of them passing out presents to the children at the fete. Wriothesley handing him a box, Neuvillette’s fingers brushing against his as he accepts the box. Their eyes meeting across the top of the present. A charged, knowing moment passing between them. And then, later, Wriothesley might pull Neuvillette aside, might confess to him that his heart is too full in the way the Neuvillette’s is, and Neuvillette might, at last, have someone to love and be loved by on the Solstice.

    How wonderful that might be.

    What a shame it must remain a fantasy.

    Neuvillette finds himself trapped in a time loop on the eve of the midwinter solstice.

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    25 Sep 2025

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    Flins watches the sun go down over Nod-Krai with a brand new flavor of dread. It is not the first night he will spend alone in this graveyard, nor will it be the last. The night is not his concern. What’s troubling him is more the dawn that’s coming.

    Varka is leaving at first light tomorrow.

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    13 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    There had been a singular night of recklessness on Sunday’s part when he had been younger, a night filled with the flow of alcohol and kissing the smoke sweet breath of a beautiful man out of his mouth.

    Years later, the beautiful nightmare finds him again.

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    06 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    They’ve known each other more than a decade, in usernames, voices, messages, and long-distance yearning. Jayce lives in California. Viktor lives in Prague. They've never met in person, but Jayce knows the shape of his laugh and the weight of his silences.

    Now, with their PhDs nearly finished, they’re both attending the same international engineering conference.

    Jayce has waited years for this. But meeting someone you already love — someone you've only ever known through a screen — is its own kind of terrifying.

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    15 Aug 2025

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    “Tell me what you really want, Phainon of Aedes Elysiae.”

    Khaslana whines. He is no longer Phainon and Aedes Elysiae is nothing more than a pile of ash, but for Mydei, he can pretend. So he pushes past the renewed sting of loss, ignores his guilt, ignores everything except for the great, unending ocean that is his love for Mydei. He harnesses millennia of yearning and lust, sends a nonsensical prayer to the universe for forgiveness, and gives himself over to the waves.

    Hesitation gone, Khaslana rolls on top of Mydei, hands on either side of his head and legs bracketing his hips. He pushes himself up just enough to see Mydei’s entire face.

    “Everything,” he breathes, and he swears Mydei shivers at it. “I want everything you’ll give me and more.”

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    In an early cycle of the Eternal Recurrence, Khaslana indulges. Pretending to be this cycle's Phainon, he takes a risk and seeks out Mydeimos. He knows he is selfish for doing this, for needing this, but it has been so long and he misses Mydei so much. If this is all he can have, he will do what he can to have Mydei for one more night.

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    14 Jul 2025

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