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After a while, he whispers it, barely louder than the rustle of his sheets.
A wish, a prayer, maybe it’s a plea.
“I want to know everything.”
It spills out of him in the stillness that follows, not loud, not dramatic, just the quiet truth of it.
“I wish you’d let me know you. I wish you trusted me with the parts you never show. The fears you don’t name. The secrets you keep buried so deep even you don’t look at them for long.
I wish I’d known you before life made you flinch. Before war and heartbreak, before your smile got quieter. I wish I’d seen the kid you were, so I could understand how you became the man I’m—
Buck pauses, the words catching in his throat.
—the man I’ve fallen in love with, without a shred of logic or timing or self-preservation.
I wish you’d let me know you.”
Or; Buck makes a wish and it comes true. So he spends the following twenty four hours with Eddie aging up three years every time he falls asleep.
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- Part 1 of three.
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Bookmarked by Lilith_yuu
12 May 2025
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“Are you homophobic?”
“What?”
“Will you be my boyfriend?”
“Yes,” Eddie answered, automatically, even though his mind had volunteered several other pressing questions, like what are you talking about and what is happening and did I recently sustain brain damage.
“Thanks,” said Buckley, and then he pushed Eddie back against the side of the firetruck and kissed him.
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It's the 63rd Annual Los Angeles Fire Muster & Firefighter’s Family Day, and inter-station relations are about to get real friendly between fire houses 6 and 118.
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04 May 2025
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Buck starts to notice he can’t hear things as well as he used to. Eddie, Bobby, and Athena make sure he gets what he needs.
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- Part 1 of Your Voice is the Sweetest Sound
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24 Apr 2025
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Maybe Buck was right, this felt great. Maybe all Eddie needed was a night out at a bar to get his head straight. Buck.
“I’m gonna call Buck,” Eddie told Adriana, his words slurred drunkenly.
“Your hot firefighter friend?” She asked, a smile on her face.
“My hot firefighter BEST friend,” replied Eddie loudly, not realizing Buck had already picked up the call.
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Eddie gets drunk at a bar with Adriana and everything starts to change.
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24 Apr 2025
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Evan Buckley was starting to give up on the idea of having a soulmate, until he was watching his best friend drive out of his life. Of all the moments his soulmate could be revealed...it had to be now?
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23 Apr 2025
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Evan "Buck" Buckley has the ability to see ghosts. Instead of finding a community with the 118 through firefighting, he builds his little family as each one comes into his shop to help address the "Others" haunting them.
5+1 fic where Buck helps each one of the 118 members with their ghosts and the one time they help him with his.
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Bookmarked by Lilith_yuu
26 Mar 2025
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if I leave here tomorrow (would you still remember me?) by rinsingsun
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
19 Dec 2024
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“He changed and he became that dorky awkward guy, but before, he was just like this. Maybe he can become that again, Dean. But he needs you.”
“I can’t.” He shakes his head, fajitas long forgotten over the counter, his knuckles white by the grip on it. “He doesn’t care for us. He doesn’t love-“ He doesn’t love me. Dean thinks. He doesn’t want me.
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Jack gets Cas out of The Empty, but not all of him: The memories of the last twelve years were taken from Castiel by the Empty, a childish way for the entity to have revenge. Dean is completely broken to lose Cas again, now in another way, right on the time where they had a chance to be happy, the angel is back on his original factory settings.
Despite it, Cas will always be Cas. With memories or not, he cares. He feels.
Back in the day, It took one human to change him. Perhaps, It can happen again.
Bookmarked by Lilith_yuu
23 Dec 2024
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Though I can’t recall your face (I still got love for you) by lovelymikae1son
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Nov 2024
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“Oh my God, it’s you.”
“Uh, what?” Buck frowned.
“Evan. It’s me, Eddie.”
“Yeah, I know your name, dude. And I told you that I go by Buck.”
AU: Buck and Eddie met when they were seven years old one summer and Buck told Eddie all about his parents. Twenty one years later, they find each other again.
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08 Nov 2024
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Christopher Diaz and the Very Normal Smoothie by paleredheadinascifi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 Nov 2024
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"Out with it, please. What was in the smoothie?”
Christopher sighs. “I… can’t tell you. It won’t work if I tell you. Like a birthday wish.”
Or, Christopher makes them a normal, regular smoothie. He has absolutely no ulterior motives whatsoever.
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02 Nov 2024
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"Yeah, Dad, the curse was so taken out of context!" Chris agrees enthusiastically with Buck and finally Eddie's laughter started to subside.
"Oh, please tell me you did not get our kid to start believing in curses," Eddie spoke and Buck could hear both the incredulous stare and fond smile through the phone.
"Well, of course curses are real," Buck started to defend.
"Evan," Eddie chastised.
"Look, all I'm saying is-"
"Buck," Eddie chastised again and this time Buck felt a rosy blush blooming on his cheeks. The name caught him so off guard that he allowed enough silence for Eddie to speak again, "Chris, mijo?"
Chris spoke up between his giggles, "Yeah, Dad?"
"Please tell me you still know curses aren't real," Eddie almost seemed to be pleading.
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When Buck becomes a probationary firefighter at the 118, he doesn't mean to keep his family a secret. It's just hard to talk about his husband and son when Eddie's deployed overseas. At least if he can't talk to the 118 about Eddie and Chris, he can still talk to Eddie and Chris about the 118.
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Bookmarked by Lilith_yuu
30 Oct 2024
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Maddie Buckley never expected to enjoy hanging out with her little brother's best friend. She just didn't think they could have all that much in common.
Turns out they've got more in common than she could have expected.
And she can't tell Buck.In which Maddie has magic. And so does Buck. And so does Eddie. And she can't tell either of them.
Or: 5 times Maddie has to listen to Buck and Eddie talk about each other without spilling their secrets, and one time they actually talk to each other.
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Bookmarked by Lilith_yuu
30 Oct 2024
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Eddie didn’t remember him. Buck took a deep breath, Eddie was alive, that was all that mattered.
Or, Eddie gets shot, loses some of his memories and comes to an interesting conclusion.
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Bookmarked by Lilith_yuu
28 Oct 2024
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Every step of the way by Angelwithwingsoffire, DaniWib for SpringSprague, TheGhostWriter313
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Oct 2024
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After the tsunami that devastated Los Angeles, Athena goes to the rescue after a report of people in need of help. To her horror, she finds Christopher and Buck stranded amidst the wreckage of the city. And Buck’s leg is pinned — the same leg that had only just healed from being crushed by a ladder truck.
As time runs out, Buck is being crushed all over again, and Athena faces an impossible choice. With Christopher watching, she must decide: do the unthinkable, risking Buck’s career as a firefighter forever, or hesitate — and let the man beloved by the 118 die in front of the boy who might as well be his son?
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15 Oct 2024
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For the prompt: Post lawsuit Buck is feeling super isolated and sad. When the blood thinners have a side effect leaving him with a painful itchy rash on his back, he does his best to hide it. One day Bobby piles on even more chores than usual, and one of the cleaning chemicals spills and makes contact with his back rash. Buck is in agony but says nothing. When it becomes too much Buck finally goes to Eddie for help. Eddie and co are horrified and feel super guilty, especially Bobby. Buddie ensures as Eddie takes all care of Buck like he should have from the very beginning.
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03 Oct 2024
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god, i have my father's eyes (but my sister's when i cry) by bucksprideflag
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Sep 2024
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“My grandparents are coming to town tomorrow.”
“You have grandparents?” Eddie’s brow furrows.
“Yeah,” Buck says with a hollow laugh. “I found out about an hour ago.”
Eddie leans forward, clearly confused. “So… where have they been all this time?”
“Boston, I think,” He mutters. “I don’t really know. I thought they were dead. Turns out they just didn’t care enough to be part of my life.” He swallows hard, his throat tight. “And now they just show up, after all this time? No warning. It doesn’t make any sense. I have no idea what to do,”
Eddie’s expression turns serious “You don’t have to do anything, Buck,” he says firmly almost , his protective “You don’t have to forgive them, or even let them back into your life if you don’t want to. This isn’t about them—it’s about what you need.”
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The one where Buck finds out he has grandparents, breaks up with his boyfriend, gets crushed by a ceiling and gets engaged in the space of a week.
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30 Sep 2024
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They had a blanket tossed over them, Buck’s knees knocking into Eddie’s every few minutes, a slow and gentle ease to their silent companionship that they had perfected over the years. It was a glimpse into a future Eddie could only dream of. One where he could have Buck and love him, and still get to keep him.
He lets himself enjoy this- this makeshift family time that has carved a steady place into his fractured heart. He would protect this the way he would protect Buck; carefully and delicately until he knew what to do with it. He would make this work.
And that night, before he hit the bunks when he texted Christopher his nightly goodnight, I love you, he received one back for the first time since he left.
Goodnight, dad. Love you.
Or: Christopher leaves, Eddie tries to move forward.
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28 Sep 2024
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What if I told you that Buck was Athena's son from the beginning.
Before being a firefighter,
Before meeting and loving Eddie and Christopher Diaz
Before the tsunami and the truck bombing
Before Athena met Micheal
Before Athena and Micheal had May and Harry, they had BuckBefore Emmett died...
This is the tragic, loving, emotional, story of how Evan Buckley became Evan Buckley W. Carter.
August 28th, 1990
Evan Buckley has been walking around the streets of Florida for a while his feet hurt and his arm hurts and he’s tired and just wants to go home but he can’t all he has to hope for is that his parents will come back for him except he doesn’t think they will, so he wanders the streets cold and tired.
“Mommy! Mommy! Where are you?!” Evan cries out to anyone who is listening. He decides that he’s done walking, and he can't do it anymore for the night, so he lays down in an alleyway on a trash bag even though it’s really smelly and goes to sleep. “Happy birthday me,” he says soo softly that nobody would listen even if someone was around.
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Bookmarked by Lilith_yuu
16 Sep 2024
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“Memory loss?” Evan frowns, because he wishes he had memory loss. He remembers pretty much everything about the last three hellish months of his life. At least, what he was awake for. “Like, amnesia?”
“Exactly like amnesia. You seem to be missing a few years of your memory. You believe you are twenty-one years old, correct?”
“Y-yeah.” Evan nods, mind racing, searching for the memories the doctor is telling him he’s lost.
“You are currently twenty-seven years old.” The doctor says. “You’ve been living in Los Angeles for a while now, according to your boss. You met him earlier, although I’m not sure how much you remember.”
“The guy with the rosary?” Evan’s voice catches. He remembers the stranger vaguely. He remembers being scared.
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Or: Buck is injured during a call and wakes up as Evan. Evan's last memory is being held captive by a cult leader who kidnapped him while he was living in Peru.
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- Part 1 of The Order of The Emerald Stars
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- 45,132
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Bookmarked by Lilith_yuu
04 Aug 2024
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Eddie’s known. He’s not an idiot, despite how many times Sophia ends a call with him saying how dumb he is. No, he knows. When his gut lurched the first time he set eyes on him in the station, sweating and chest heaving, Eddie thought for a second it was because of the scent of magic on him. “Fae, worst of the worst – beware of them, Edmundo, they’re all dangerous creatures.” His father warned him of them while growing up, but no, Eddie knew. It wasn’t caution, or fear, or hesitation that made him break out in a cold sweat and freeze on the spot. His gut swooped for an entirely different reason, and his heart rate picked up like a bird’s wing flapping. His hands itched to reach out, swoop a hand over the man’s neck to hold him and his gums ached to let his fangs down so he can claim, claim, claim, bite, bite, bite, now, yours, he’s –
His name’s Buck.
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Eddie Diaz is a capable werewolf; he has a son to raise and a pack to take care of and that's enough. Evan Buckley is an unassuming fae, just trying to keep his head down, do his job, and get by each day. It isn't meant to mean anything when they finally meet.
Because werewolves and fae don't belong together, right?
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- Part 4 of 911 Gotcha for Gaza Prompts
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Bookmarked by Lilith_yuu
24 Jul 2024
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Christopher never comes home from El Paso. After six months, Eddie decides to follow him, and won't let Buck come along.
Thirteen years later, Christopher--now an adult about to get married--tries to fix what was broken.
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18 Jul 2024