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This couldn't be happening. This had to be some horrible hallucination induced by the myriad of drugs forced into his system before the round. This wasn't real. No, please God, don't let this be real.
Till squeezed his eyes shut and took a stuttering breath. Silence. Eerie silence.
Why was it so quiet? Why had no sentinels come to put Till's collar back on and drag him away? Why was Ivan's lifeless body still here and not tossed in a pile somewhere with all the others who had been executed for the aliens' entertainment?
That had to mean this wasn't real, right?
But, Till could still feel the phantom of fingers around his throat, the ghost of desperate lips against his own, and when he opened his eyes again, he still saw pure white stained with crimson red, the sacred corrupted.
Ivan and Till are rescued after their round. Till must navigate the confusing feelings he's faced with in the aftermath.
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27 Jul 2026
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He’s heard old tales that when one’s life is coming to an end, events of said life flashes through one’s brain for however long your heart continues to beat.
Is that what this is?
His brain lags somewhat as his eyes slowly scan around the room, grogginess having completely overtaken him.
He doesn’t remember such a room or such a bed in his life. No, this place is unfamiliar, new. Nothing like Unsha’s manor or Anakt garden.
Where am I?
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Little fic where Ivan survives r6 :)Bookmarked by Longcheesy
16 Jul 2026
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Till is afraid that he has officially broken Ivan, until he says: "Let's do it. You and me." The amount of anticipation in Ivan's tone takes Till by surprise. "I just said you don't have to do it with me-"
"But I want to. I want it to be you." Ivan interrupts, cutting Till off.
Till scratches his neck, saying "Okay. Well, I don't want this to ruin our friendship or anything. I just want you to know I'm not doing this 'cause I'm gay for you or anything."
Till offers to pose as Ivan's own fake boyfriend to ward off people who desperately try to worm themselves into Ivan's life. It's just what best buds do for each other, right?
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16 Jul 2026
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This always happens to Ivan. He felt suffocated around Till because of love and jealousy. He felt love towards Till; that was obvious enough. But, jealousy, even if Mizi wasn't here, always made the black-haired man feel as if Till's thoughts constantly wandered off to think about her.
"If you're going to choke yourself, don't do it in front of me," Till's voice cut through the silence, his sharp eyes tracking the movement of Ivan's fingers against the black fabric of the taller man's sweater.
Ivan snapped out of his thoughts, delayed on responding to Till for a few seconds before his expression softened, and then he replied to the shorter man's words in a teasing tone as always, "Always so concerned about me, Till. I'm quite flattered."
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Or a story where Ivan is completely oblivious to Till's actions.
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05 Jul 2026
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Determined to win a stupid bet by proving that Ivan doesn’t like him like that, Till embarks on a mission to repel Ivan in every way possible.
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05 Jul 2026
