LosingSirius



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    Just a compilation of BSD during the Holidays!!

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  1. Public Bookmark 52

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    “Open up!”
    “I'm naked!” He bit his tongue right away. He shouldn't have confirmed somebody was inside.
    “I don't give a shit! This is the Fire Department! There's a fucking fire in the building!”
    “I'm okay!” He tried. “I'll come out shortly! You go ahead!”
    “What the hell?!”
    “I promise!”
    “I can't believe it!” He heard noises outside, the same person cursing loudly. “Tachihara! The axe!”
    What the fuck?!

     

    (Or: Dazai has done everything he can to avoid meeting his soulmate. The Universe doesn't agree. Enter Chuuya, the fireman that saved him.)

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    14 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    In an alternate high school universe, Chuuya and Dazai are forced to work together on a project. Dazai, hiding the emotional scars from an abusive home life with Mori, struggles with his mental health and self-harm. Chuuya notices Dazai’s exhaustion and subtle changes in behavior but is initially frustrated with him. As they spend more time together, Dazai becomes less defensive, and a reluctant bond forms between them. With the quiet support of their literature teacher, Oda, Dazai begins to secretly read a book about hope, questioning his grim outlook on life. Through slow, unspoken moments, Chuuya and Dazai’s relationship shifts, with Chuuya becoming more aware of Dazai’s pain and Dazai quietly allowing himself to trust him.

     

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    Tenager Dazai's a mess and teacher Oda and student Chuuya try to help him

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    13 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    “The rib is the shell, and the heart is a yolk, and I just made a meal for us both to choke on.”

    Here you go, Dazai Nation.

    Osamu Dazai transferred to an elite private boarding-high-school after a suicide attempt. His roommate, the worst person imaginable—Chuuya Nakahara.

    Neither of them expected tutoring sessions, looney-bin visits, school plays, or sitting in silence in costume closets.

    No abilities, just pain.

    (I’ve had most of this just sitting in my notes app, I update literally almost everyday💀)

    TITLE IS A FIONA APPLE SONG :D

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    13 Oct 2025

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    Dazai is barely pushing through life. His family is abusive. His fellow students bully him. He has no friends or social connections. He works a part-time job that keeps him on the edge of a panic attack at all times. And he doesn't know any healthy ways to cope with anything.
    Enter Chuuya, one of the most popular students in school, who unexpectedly confesses to Dazai and asks him out.
    And with Chuuya at his side, nudging him in the right direction, Dazai slowly learns how to live.

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    Severely mentally ill teen and his unexpected boyfriend get through high school together.

    A story about trauma, its consequences, and the rocky path of recovery.

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    13 Oct 2025

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    The distance between them is significant, but Dazai can still see Chuuya's quizzical head tilt, almost asking;

    You came?

    Dazai does a mock bow that makes Chuuya roll his eyes.

    You called.

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    Or, Dazai's sophomore year starts with him getting caught up in the orbit of Chuuya Nakahara, and being unable to escape.

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    13 Oct 2025