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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    This is exactly as it says on the tin tags. 😅

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    I know, I know, I'm literally the only one filling the Hongjoong × chronic pain/chronic illness tag. But a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do, and when a girl feels hungry for some yuyu massaging his hyung + soft downtime for her favourite boys, she'll go to her writing app in her phone and cook herself a meal.

    This is me outing myself before anyone can call me out but just know that this one's for the h/c enthusiasts.

    Also vote ATEEZ on Kingdom through Whosfan

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    sorry im just kidding you're not obligated to do youtube things on ao3 i just wanted to try saying that at least once in my life

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    For fics within which I make Hongjoong suffer, in one way or another, please go >>here<<

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    12 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    Vignettes spanning more than half a decade, detailing how the people around Hongjoong find out he has a non-zero number of autonomic conditions.

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    In which Hongjoong's boys find out that he is basically the more stubborn human equivalent of those tiny fainting goats on YouTube.)

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    Title inspired by the following quote:

    Uneasy lies the head that wears a crown.

    - Henry IV, Part 2 (Act 3, Scene 1), William Shakespeare

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    For fics within which I make Hongjoong suffer, in one way or another, please go >>here<<

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “It’s illegal to hunt animals,” Seonghwa explained softly, eyes flicking over to where Hongjoong was now glaring distastefully at their cottage as a whole. “We get allotted rations from the city on a weekly basis.”

    “You aren’t allowed to hunt?” Mingi asked. “Like— at all? What if something happens to your blood supply?”

    Yeosang shrugged. “We starve,” he deadpanned.

    “Vampires are ruthless, bloodthirsty monsters,” Hongjoong bit out. “The only way they’re allowed to hunt is if they’re a part of a pack because they need to be kept in check. I can’t imagine what sort of delusional pack would want the burden of bloodsuckers though.”

     

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    Seonghwa will do anything to keep his fledglings safe. Anything. Hongjoong's top priority has always been and will always be the safety and well-being of his packmates.

    They learn they're not as dissimilar as they once believed themselves to be. And they could perhaps be more if they allow themselves to trust one another.

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    05 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 95

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    “Are you sure you’re alright? I noticed last night that your scent is a bit.. sweeter? Are you getting sick?” Jin asks.

    No, Jeongguk should say. I’m not alright. My head hurts, and I’m dizzy, and my throat hurts, and I’m sick of my stuffy nose, and I’m so tired, so so tired. I’m tired of my job and my boss and the people and the unfair work load they put on me and I’m tired of ruining you all. I feel like I don’t deserve to be in this pack.

    “Yeah,” Jeongguk slips out, and his mind doesn’t catch up with his body. “I’m okay, just tired from work. I’m dealing with allergies right now.”

    Or: Jeongguk gets sick, discovers his pack is far more observant than he'd like, and finally learns that being loved isn't something he has to earn.

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    21 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    “Yeah, hyung. You seemed pretty normal but then you stood up and just started falling over before Seonghwa-hyung got to you. What does that have to do with this? Are we missing something?” Yeosang questioned after replying to Hongjoong, the worry in his eyes somehow increasing.

     

    “Yeah. I have orthostatic hypotension,” Hongjoong said matter-of-factly, like that explained everything and not like Ateez’s brains as a collective has to do a double take to comprehend those two words.

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    OR: The story of ATEEZ finding about Hongjoong's two medical conditions and helping him through them, like the good members they are.

    Small TWs for blood, cuts, and fainting!

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    16 Jun 2026