Lostzl

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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    Leon is away longer than expected, and you fear the worst.

    Inspired by Olivia Chaney's rendition of Dark-Eyed Sailor.

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    02 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is so cute i cant even

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    It was the fourth time you woke up in the middle of the night this week, neither you nor Leon knew why, or what was wrong with you, but he didn't need to know to make you smile

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    31 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is so cutie wth, I might need it for when I sleep

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    “You know how I told you I have seven roommates?”

    “Yeah? I don’t know how you keep this place so clean with eight guys living here honestly. I’m impressed.”

    “They aren’t my roommates. They… they’re my boyfriends.”

    “…What?”

    “My boyfriends. I’m in a polyamorous relationship with seven other men, and I want… we want… you.”

    “….I’m sorry?”

    “We want to date you. Exclusively. The eight of us. We want-“

    “I don’t understand?”

    “I know. Believe me I know but if you just listen-“

    You pry your hands out of Jisung’s grasp and stand up shakily on your legs.

    “You have boyfriends? Seven of them? Plural?”

    “Yes-“

    “And you want…”

    “You to join us.”

    “Join you?! What am I a fucking sexual fantasy? I’m just the female to your orgy or something right? This is what this is? You all just want to use me and-“

    “No! No no I swear to you-“

    “I thought you liked me!”

    “I do! So much! It’s the only reason I didn’t tell you straight away, it’s the only reason I-“

    “Lied to me?! This is- this can’t be happening-“ Is it possible to laugh and cry at the same time? Because that’s what you’re doing. “Fuck I’m an idiot.”

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    30 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I LOVE THISSS (MWA MWA TO AUTHOR)

  4. Public Bookmark 64

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    “You could have had anyone Hyung! Literally fucking anyone! Why did you-“ Seungmin cannot believe it. “Why did it have to be my sister?”

    “Seung-“ Minho tries. “It’s not like that-“

    “So what is it like then?! Tell me!”

    “It’s-“ How does Minho even begin to explain it? What he has with you? What he feels for you? How it’s all unravelled and re-tangled back together into a fucking knot. “Complicated?”

    Minho wasn’t expecting a hard punch to land on the corner of his jaw.

    But it did.

    It does.

    Noodle limbed Seungmin? His best friend? The one who always says that Minho is his favourite Hyung?

    Minho guesses he’s lost that title now.

    He’s lost a lot, actually.

    You included.

    Maybe even a tooth.

    God Seungmin can throw a punch.

    Fuck.

    How did he fuck it all up so badly?

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    24 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I love this with my soul. (Aggressively nods)

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    It was just a simple business trip, you were never meant to stay that long. And you certainly were never meant to find your true mate. True mates were rare, and with how often you travelled and the amount of people you met, finding your mate was never even a possibility you entertained.

    So what do you do now that you've found them? And how do you reconcile your fear of packs and pack life with the budding emotions you have towards them?

    And how the hell were you going to keep this all a secret from the world?

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    28 Apr 2024