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    Shane fucks up his career, blocks his situationship, begins an ill-advised slut era, gets outed, traded, and forced to rebuild his life. It's kind of a worst case scenario.

    Or: The consequences of Shane Hollander's slump.

    [Posted as a full, completed fic with art for the Hollanov Big Bang ❤️]

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    30 Sep 2026

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    It's the 2017-2018 season, and Shane has decided to come out to his team. What he expects is acceptance or at least respect. What he gets instead is a team adamant at pushing him out.

    When all their plans are crumbling, can Shane and Ilya weather the storm with a relationship that is, for all intents and purposes, still new? Or will they be strong enough to hold each other up when everything else is falling apart?

    When the plan crumbles, all they can do is adjust accordingly.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    "You are very pretty you know. I like your...what are these called?" He reached out to touch Shane's face, and Shane flinched, lurching backwards in surprise. Only Rozanov's hand on his wrist stopped him from crashing into the people behind him. Rozanov's hand was warm on Shane's cheek, fingers softly tracing the lines of his cheekbones. Shane swallowed, the motion difficult - all the saliva had seemingly vacated his mouth. He felt himself blushing furiously.

    Barely able to stammer out an answer, he responded, "Do you mean...you mean my freckles?"

    "Ah yes, freckles. Very pretty. They look like stars."

     
    Shane gets signed to the Boston Bears. Everything's great, except for one of his teammates - an annoying, stuck-up Russian man with a huge ego and habit for irritating the hell out of Shane. Can Shane learn to get along with Rozanov, and navigate the confusing and complicated emotions that swirl up whenever he is in his presence?

     
    (also Hayden's there because it wouldn't feel right without him)

     
    ((Idk anything about hockey so ignore the fact that half of this is just not how hockey works at all lol. Just go with it))

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    There is something from an Ottawa Centaurs email, titled 'conversation.'

    For a moment, he strongly considers deleting it. Shane no longer owes a single part of the MLH a damn thing, nor does he expect anything from it. His exit from the league is -- well. People aren't motivated to bring it up.

    The sender is listed as Wiebe, B.

    Shane clicks on the message.

    Ten years ago Shane lost everything but Ilya. He has to decide what, if anything, he wants back.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    Ilya’s mouth quirked, and again his eyes flicked across Shane’s face, assessing.
    Shane held his gaze. He’d read the file. Ilya Rozanov was the same age he was, but 26 looked a lot different when it had never had to be responsible for anything. Shane could already tell that Rozanov was going to make his job significantly more difficult for no reason except that he could—and best of luck to him. Shane had worked with difficult principals before, and when it came down to it, the job was very simple: keep them alive, keep your opinions to yourself, and go home at the end of the posting.

    Or: Someone is threatening the life of Ilya Rozanov, son of Russian Diplomat Grigori Rozanov. Shane Hollander is the Parliamentary Protective Service Officer assigned to his detail.

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